Week 19.

Sorry for this late blog .... ive been busy with family and yeah. So my week .... well it was an awful week. I just hope ill be happy and cheerful on friday, i seriously hate my attitude right now. Too much things going on. Friday after school was a freaking drag. It started during Period 6 one of my friends thought it would be fun to put frosting on me, and then i was fine with it at first because it was just small line on my face of frosting, until brintey came and smashed a whole bunch of frosting in my face, then i ran after her to pull her hair, and she started yelling, so the teacher by us was suspicious and she came to check on us, and saw all the frosting so when mrs eigaku came she yelled at us to go wash ourself off, and then we had to sit out of class LOL. then afterschool when the bell rang we chased eachother to get back at everyone and all, and it was so fun lol. but i thought i would get in trouble, luckily i didnt get caught. The out come of it tho is that my shirt, jeans, bag, hair and binder got chocolate on it. CHOCOALTE FROSTING.  like seriously thanks alot. hawh.LALALALLALALLALLALALLALALALLLALALALA. I had loads of fun yesterday at Ala Moana though, we had some damage, but it was Lailas birthday yet she bought Korey boots & a sweater(x lmfao. sweater weather! just kidding! We were at Ala Moana at like 11 and then left at like 6 something. idk but we spent the whole day there walking around! it was a draaaag!!! But drag queens were over there dancing, and stuff and then there was make up gurus from mac, so me, laila and korey went to go get our make up done LOL. yes, korey and make up. be amazed, just kidding. she took it off like 5  minutes after. and chyahhhhhh

Highlight was obviously yesterday, but we walked forever! We were walking around the mall for almost 6-7 hours! We went to Macy's after and we played a game where we had to find the ugliest outfit and we had only 5 minutes, then we meetup by the fitting room and like eyahhhh we compete with who has the nicest outfit. hahaha, obviously i wont tho(x lololol. Another highlight is probably getting out of my problem, this week i got a solution/consequence and so i got out of the problem i made and shazaaam, i worked winter fair! woop woop.

Smart - Dumb - Genius

Lesson learned uhm, dont put yourself into any problems you arent involved in, youre only making it worse. Plus, youre gonna get into all this non sense drama, and then like youre gonna start slacking with yourself, and then youre gonna be unhappy with your life because you were stupid enough to get yourself into something you werent in. Youre only stressing yourself, so get tf away from things you dont need to be in.

Winter fair, lets just say im happy i got to work winter fair! Last year, i couldnt work winter fair and i get to now so yay(x ehe, things went well, and pizza got sold out really fast! I dont think that much people bought ice cream tho. Cleaning up had some problems, meh, i feel like we had a problem because of me. Its my fault. BUT, after we had a problem with vests, and omg.

Secret Santa, i had fun with secret santa also, i had Mr.Ing which was funny because the first time we had a draw i had him(x LMAO. But i got Maliah. I though secret santa turned out well tho, i hope everyone got what they wanted. Merry Khrizz-mas!(; ahahhahah

Slacking!

This is my Quarter 2 blog. Now as you could see, its named " slacking " pretty much because i been slacking this whole quarter. This is a really opposite side of me if you compare me to last year, It seems as if, im about to get back to who i was last year. And i seriously dont want that. I mean, obviously. Im not even gonna make it Honor Roll this quarter so that gets me a bit down, i really dont think the up coming quarters are gonna be good, a few students this quarter were already struggling and look at them dragging this problem, imagine when next quarter comes and they're still dragging on to this problem. Next quarter is gonna be a real struggle, people are lucky Mr.Ing is still calm!(x but anyway, i hate myself for not doing so good this quarter, i really dont know whats going on with me, but i know my best wasnt good, maybe i just wasnt trying. I have no idea what i was thinking. But there were loads of trouble that happened this quarter. Take me back to first quarter bc that was much better. ugh, im so done with school. This quarter was a freaking roller coaster, theres no time for stopping right now. Were going through an adventure(x lmfao. but seriously i hate when people out of Leadership say, our class is all about fun and its easy and all. We legit do almost every thing for the school. I mean, maybe when youre looking inside our door and youre on the outside it looks like were all happy and laughing but this class is real maaan. Like these past 2 weeks was a struggle. Getting into a problem for the first time this quarter was a real downer. Making this kind of mistake is the worst, especially by making a problem at this time. We have enough to handle, and the 3 of us just blew it.

 Something good about this quarter for me was ISA, i would say this was exciting because i was in charge and i thought this turned out perfect, we all helped, things got done and all. Im pretty sure no one got in trouble too! I liked that everything went smooth, Mr.Ing didnt have to yell at anyone or anything. Another good thing was getting Honor Roll, this is basically part of 1st quarter but i got my awad this quarter. Thats probably the best part of my quarter haha.

A lesson for this quarter because of the mistakes we had im gonna say this. Like what Mr.Ing tells us all, Leadership isnt only becoming a leader, but its a place to grow up and become in to something better than what you already are. Mr.Ing is expecting us all to get out of our shell and come out as someone amazing, someone others could look up to, someone who could do thing on their own, someone who could dosent need others to tell them other wise because we should be able to do ourself.

Im gonna add the new changes into everyone in Leadership. Ill start off with Roxi because shes my group leader, me and roxi have been getting more and more closer each and everyday! Its a good thing that im getting a close bond with my group leader, and Daisy, we went through a few bumps this quarter but we still have a close relationship like usual. Sheila, i can say i got really close to Sheila this past quarter, i remember last year in 7th grade i was so mean to her(x lmao. And Asia, me and Asia got close too! We talk about how similar we are sort of in classes haha, and shes been improving too this quarter, but she is still getting a hang of things in this class, and then theres jez, haley and petriese. I guess i been drifting from the 3 of them only because they been getting left out and that theres been a lot of problems lately too. Periooood 4, Mackenzie. So like me and Mackenzie been getting closer too!(x i mean, we were actually already close tho, and now Kevin. Kevin were sort of drifting, but i known kevin since elementary so hes still da bomb diggity! haha, Aleesha, i guess you could say we created a bond together, me and her use to have conflict between us and im glad things are cleared up and everything is fine between us!(; Chelseeeeey & Cheana im putting these 2 together bc their cousins ahhaaha. But ive gotten close to both of the Viernes in the class!(x especially Cheana because after the work day we made Kreana hahah.  Alesia, ok hold up. Me & Alesia barely even talk lol. we gots to fix that tho. Period 6! I love how this group stays together all the time. Its so adorable, Korey, okay so like me and Korey are too close like so close that our faces were legit close, its scary ahha. Ok so one time at BK, we were about to order so i turn to Korey and she turned to me and then like it was a nightmare after that. Laila, since me and laila been bffs since like 2,000 days ago, ya i count. things are still good between us so woop woop, im gonna put april and jah together bc they sit by me, so i guess we did create a bond together also bc i treat them as if they live by me, like taking up the whole table and stuff LOLOL. Maliah, well im scared of her bc her faces so scary, just kidding, shes too chill for me. Jaayde, jayde is adorbzzz like shes on top of everything and omg shes a good student. \

so thats my quarter blog LOL

What Was I Thinking?

So, this week was crazy. I got into the loads of trouble but lets not talk about that. So uh, i don't know about this week. It wasn't my week i guess, i have been having bad weeks lately, especially with my family and ugh. Speaking of family, my mom is dragging me to shop with her -.- we been shopping so much too! like um. We spent almost $3,000 already for Christmas, that's a lot. Under our tree, we have the loads of presents! But none are for me! But i dont really care, i dont want any presents either. I dont really deserve any, i dont deserve alot of things, plus i been fighting with my family for a while now, i dont even wanna talk to them LOL. But like yeah, i just want Money for Christmas(x idk maaayunnn. Whats up with meeee. Im so sure next week will be bad for me too! Gaaah, idk dude. I raised my grades too! I basically finished my AR, i just need 1.5 more points too, and my math is now a B!(; After i ace my test for social studies i hope it becomes atleast a B. Then im gonna do extra credit for Mrs.Seigaku and then ill be good after that! Wooop Wooop! Today i went to Pearls to buy things for my friends then after i went to watch Tyler Perry's A Madea's Christmas(x hahahahaha,  Madea is sooo funny! Forreal, but the movie was sad too mehhh. Whatevers. And yesterday Bowling was fun, but we got in trouble for putting the gutter blocker thingy, the bumper or something up bc it was a competition and all, so our first scores couldnt be turned in, we werent the only schools doing it tho, and then i guess we all ended up getting tired because our arms hurt loool. Thank jesus we didnt have to go back to our Period 1! woooh.

yay christmas

Highlight, my highlight of the week was getting into the problem. This is gonna be a huge lesson for me because i really didnt expect myself to be getting into any trouble, i mean i been through a lot of trouble last year, thats why im so afraid this year to make any problems but i did. Lowlight, this week. This whole week was my lowlight. I guess just people irritate me, basically my family HAHHA. idk whats wrong with me and them. But i been disrespectful to them, and they disrespect me. We just figth once i get home, and its practically a routine for me now, so whatever. idc anymore.

So for my lesson learned was making this problem i created, i didnt intentionally do it, i just didnt think of what would happen after. I seriously cant function everytime i think about the problem, i regret it so much but now i know to always think before doing something, i know im suppose to always do that. But im Khrizz. & i always do whatevers without thinking! Thats one thing i hate about me, i just do what i think of doing. Idk if this even made sense. I seriously didnt expect me to make a problem, i mean i knew i would make one, but not at this time. I didnt think i would causing something so bad during the time where theres already enough problems in the class to deal with. But i did cause something and it sucks! I hate being a problem. But im working my butt off to fix this.
sorry, this shouldve been a happy blog.

Week 17

Aloha, hehe. So, i just got back from seeing someone c; loool. Meh, im happy(x ahahaha. Anyway, i had Recess Music this week and i just kept going back and forth, doing Music then going back to do my math homework. So it was all like asdfghjkl; & yeah. I had a pretty good week, i seemed positive this week, well i think i was. Plus, i felt pretty happy. Except for Mr.Bertrand. Ew. So yesterday Me, Mackenzie & Korey went to the Dance Competition to support our school, sadly we didnt win. But im pretty sure the team had fun! The team worked hard, it dosent really matter that they werent in the top 3 but i enjoyed watching them dance & practice every other day and all haha, im gonna miss seeing them practice tho. Its sad bc their song is stuck in my head!(x lmao. Yes, i watch them that much. I had a lot of fun at the competition, it was at Waipahu Inter so i got to see my old friends and all! I even got pictures with them ;p Whaale, im almost done with math, i turned in about 6 assignments and out of those 6, Mr.Bertrand only corrected 1. Thanks a fudging lot! -.- I could be getting an A! Ugh, rude. Whatever f u math. I really want my grades to go up tho because i seriously need an Honor Roll again, i was so happy getting one. I need to get another but sadly im slacking in my classes so i totally wont get honor roll.

My highlight for this week was getting to see most of my waipahu friends again! i really missed all of them, and i got the loads of pictures with them but just not on my phone, i only got 3 photos taken with my phone but its okay. All of them were saying hi & hugging me and i felt so loved(x Another highlight was being able to catch up a little in math, i got about 5-6 lessons done! Woop woop! So now this means im off of Probation (: Ugh im a happy child. A lowlight for me was setting up the Decorations during class. I mean, everything was easy but it was just so hard for the other group to function, i mean how hard is it to staple? How hard is it to put the string in the middle of the stapler!? Seriously. Put ya self together -.-

Lesson Learned, stop depending on Mr.Ing. Youre in Leadership for a reason, you should be learning to be a leader not a follower. Idk if you guys noticed but there was more than half the class coming down to sign waving, way past after 7 & without yellow shirts. Its pretty obvious you shouldve know too. & Mr.Ing reminded us by putting it in our planner. Last year, i didnt take leadership wisely & now that im back here, im trying to be as good as i can. Im actually here to learn things and im trying to put myself back together. ya feel me? SO STOP DEPENDING ON HIM BC YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF TO BLAME (: