What Was I Thinking?

So, this week was crazy. I got into the loads of trouble but lets not talk about that. So uh, i don't know about this week. It wasn't my week i guess, i have been having bad weeks lately, especially with my family and ugh. Speaking of family, my mom is dragging me to shop with her -.- we been shopping so much too! like um. We spent almost $3,000 already for Christmas, that's a lot. Under our tree, we have the loads of presents! But none are for me! But i dont really care, i dont want any presents either. I dont really deserve any, i dont deserve alot of things, plus i been fighting with my family for a while now, i dont even wanna talk to them LOL. But like yeah, i just want Money for Christmas(x idk maaayunnn. Whats up with meeee. Im so sure next week will be bad for me too! Gaaah, idk dude. I raised my grades too! I basically finished my AR, i just need 1.5 more points too, and my math is now a B!(; After i ace my test for social studies i hope it becomes atleast a B. Then im gonna do extra credit for Mrs.Seigaku and then ill be good after that! Wooop Wooop! Today i went to Pearls to buy things for my friends then after i went to watch Tyler Perry's A Madea's Christmas(x hahahahaha,  Madea is sooo funny! Forreal, but the movie was sad too mehhh. Whatevers. And yesterday Bowling was fun, but we got in trouble for putting the gutter blocker thingy, the bumper or something up bc it was a competition and all, so our first scores couldnt be turned in, we werent the only schools doing it tho, and then i guess we all ended up getting tired because our arms hurt loool. Thank jesus we didnt have to go back to our Period 1! woooh.

yay christmas

Highlight, my highlight of the week was getting into the problem. This is gonna be a huge lesson for me because i really didnt expect myself to be getting into any trouble, i mean i been through a lot of trouble last year, thats why im so afraid this year to make any problems but i did. Lowlight, this week. This whole week was my lowlight. I guess just people irritate me, basically my family HAHHA. idk whats wrong with me and them. But i been disrespectful to them, and they disrespect me. We just figth once i get home, and its practically a routine for me now, so whatever. idc anymore.

So for my lesson learned was making this problem i created, i didnt intentionally do it, i just didnt think of what would happen after. I seriously cant function everytime i think about the problem, i regret it so much but now i know to always think before doing something, i know im suppose to always do that. But im Khrizz. & i always do whatevers without thinking! Thats one thing i hate about me, i just do what i think of doing. Idk if this even made sense. I seriously didnt expect me to make a problem, i mean i knew i would make one, but not at this time. I didnt think i would causing something so bad during the time where theres already enough problems in the class to deal with. But i did cause something and it sucks! I hate being a problem. But im working my butt off to fix this.
sorry, this shouldve been a happy blog.