Talent Presentation Blog

Hay Bloggerzzzzzz ! This blog is gonna talk about the Talent Presentations .
Sowwuhhhh, for my talent presentation i actually made in 1 day . It took me 2 hours, only because i didnt edit it or anything . But my cousin laptop kept shutting off on me -.- . I didnt do my powerpoint correctly but atleast i finished most of it .
Slide 1: For my first slide showed le' theme " Music Is Freedom " & My name and talent . That slide was a pretty obvious thing .

Slide 2: My Second slide showed the Background History of how i started singing & everything . I got this talent because my parents wanted me to have a talent & so they bought a kareoke & i started to practice everyday & i got to be in plays & choirs . I also got to perform at parties & stuff like that .

Slide 3: My third slide showed how it useful in Leadership & In general . I think singing is useful because is shows your personality & you can express yourself all the time .

Slide 4: Mahhh Video Essay, i sang Lullaby by Lateeya because it was a fast song & it was easirr to sing than me raising my voice with the high songs ~ i guesss . I had an effect on my video to make me less hash doe(x LOL

Slide 5: On my 5th Slide i had a GLO rubric .. Kind of . I basically just did a GLO thing, i put in how i met each GLO .

Okaye Bye bye .

12.3-12.7

" Its the most beautiful time of the year " ~ My favorite holiday is coming up ! Christmas ^---^ How did my week go ? Ouhhh, it was fine .. Maybe . To start off Monday .
On Monday the Leadership class had to do Sign Waving for " Safe Driving " We started around 7:10 or 7:15 . Idunooooo, but we did that until 7:50 . *---* Damn it was ish kine hot doe ~ Ouhhh, while we did Sign Waving me & Errly had some " mother & daughter " kind of talk . & we havent had those talks in forever ! Oh looord .---.
Candy Grams: During lunch on Monday Me, Laila, Nic & Yazmeen had to work the Candy Grams . It was kinda fun starting it off for people & i find it so cute when i see boys/girls writing it to their crush or whatever(x uggh its so adorable i tell yooou *---* Sad thing is, while us four were working Candy Grams .. Bretmans group was doing Talent Show & i really wanted to watch them(x guranteeee they were good ? Ehh, oh whales . Ill probably get to see a video or something -.- Uhh i worked Candy Grams for 3 Days out of the 5, I didnt work on Thursday or Friday .
Tuesday: Ohh Homeroom was just terrible . A certain person got into so much trouble, almost as much trouble as meeee, but im not failing 7th Grade ~ So like, i guess Errlandooo & Mr.Ing had enough of her not doing anything in her core classes because her grades was a downer maann . & because of those lame excuses . Now, i went through something different . I was getting in trouble for not finishing things & giving up ~ i made stupid decisions too . But yeaah, this situation with kinda ticked me off because while i was walking with her to Period 4 , she asked me " You went through all of this right Khrizz ? " Uh duhhh . Okay the way she said . Omfg really ? She was soooo happy while saying it . Uhh Giiiirl ! Take it serious ~ which brings me to something else, during period six Errlyn, her & Mr.Ing had a meeting & like when they were done she wasnt even crying -.- izz you a robot ? Iz you ? Good, cause i want to know ~ LOL nah . Okay, but yeah . She probably dosent even have feelings, i wouldve been so disappointed in myself ... Gah okay .
Wednesday: Short Day ! Buzzz, there wasnt really much so i guess ill talk about my periods ~
So In Period 3: We had a reflection of the frog dissections . BAARFFF * frog dissections were the worst menng ! My table was to afraid of touching the frog , that i had to do it myself ! I mean, i didnt want a bad grade for not dissecting anything ! Guhhhh, while i was disssecting the frog . I opened up the stomach just to find a cockaroach !! Ehhh Kill me okay ? i couldnt believe <__> It was nasteeeh ! Everything was just blehaklrebadnoaankdoanlalqljdizma . But anyways, the more " organs " i took out , the smellier it got . I was so close to vomiting ! I was all light headed too so everything was just Period 1: Avid ! For Avid we didnt really do anything besides Tutorials . We have been practicing turotials alot l we usually have it every class -.- fml . LOL i dont know but, we have tutorials everytime when i dont need much help, so then i have to keep making up question(x hehehe .
Period 5: Math ... I hate math . Math is so ughghghhgh . Pucck ! Math frustrates me -.- i just wanna kill math . Especially because of Mr.Bertrand . My math teacher . He is the most erking person on earth . Kay so after class i stayed to go talk to him . Then he fudging called me a " worthless student " ugggh, you dont know how mad i got -.- being called worthless is exactly what i try to avoid . I hate being called that . My step fada always tells me that, i dont need someone from school calling me that . Ugh Thursday: Ahhhhh ! Talent Show(x ew , i felt so bad . It was so nerve racking ! Me & Laila sang Titanium . Alot of people cheered, i just thought i did bad -.- I think we did good on the 8th Grade performance .... Blehhh, okay .
Period 6: Guess whuut ? I finished my Talent Show Presentation ;3 its funny cause i finished it in 1 dayyyy . But i did my Video Essay wrong . Blehhh -.- i suckk . But yeah okayyys .
I got new shoes ;3 Gray Converse ftw(x lol

11.26-12.1

December Baaaby ! ~ This week went by pretty quick .---.
11.26- Periods were 6, 4 & 2 . Period 6 Firssst ^---^ Period 6 was kind of a work day, Ohh we fot to decorate the Christmas Tree & stuff .. For all the people who didnt finish AR had until Friday to get it done . We didnt really do much . But yeaah . Peeriod 2 ~ HSA Testing ! Whyyyyyy ? (X i hate HSA , givesss me stress yeno' . For Period 2 i had English & we did HSA . We didnt finish doe ~ we only started on half of the test . It was easy *--* it felt like it was easier than 6th Grade HSA . Period 4 . For Period 4 , i had Social Studies -.- maah worst subject . Pluus math . But for Social Studies .. We started on our 5 Paragraph Essay about Foreigners & Foreign Groups . The Foreign group i had was Whalers . I did this one cause i knew way more about it than Explorers, Missionaries & Traders .
11.27 - Periods were 1, 3 & 5 .. I think . Period 1 , i had AVID . Avid ... Lets seeeeee . We did Tutorials & we've been doing this for a week now . Everyone in the class was doing Math as a Turtorial Question . So, it was kinda boring .. Especially because almost everyone had the same problems -.- waay to make it fun ! NOT (x lol okay . Period 3 . We had a substitue but we were also suppose to do dissecting thaat day D; uggh, Mrs.Seigaku had to re schedule it to the next 2 classes 11.28- Periods were 2, 4 & 6 . Period 2 . English .. We had to finish out HSA test & guess who passed ? ;3 i did ! I got 325 ~ So gay , atleast i passed doe . English was always one of my favorite subjects ~ since i finished early it gave me time to finish my AR book(; Yaaaye . Period 4 . Social Studiiees . We had to finish up our Essays & start turning them in ! Then towards the end of class we did Peer Evaluation & we had to correct different students' essays . Period 6 . During Period 6 . I spent my whole Period 6, reading my AR book . & also i got to help out with my Yearbook page . Then Afterschool, Me, Trixie & Daisy had to go take picture of the teachers during their Department meeting .
11.29 - 11.26 - Periods were 5, 3 & 1 . Period 5, we had a sub so we didnt really do anything but like a work day for the class . We did 20x20 Table & then the teachers just talked to us .. Omg ew . Okaay the sub was soo nasteeeeh ! While i was doing my 20x20 table i turned around because i heard someone behind me, so when i turned around the sub was staring right at me !!! Then he winked .--. Pedo Alert *--* naye . His last name was Caldwell . I wonder if hes related to yeno' that other guy whos running for governor or something like that . Peeriod 3 , SCIENCE . we took choke notes ! We had to take notes for warm ups for our Dissecting & we took notws about Organs & Body Systems . Period 1 . Avid ~ For Avid we went over videos about tutorials & stuff . We had an argument about dating too(x LOL Mrs.Wert is cool ~ ish .
11.30 - Periods were 4, 6 & 2 . Period 4 . After all the Drafts we made for the Essays & peer evaluation . The teacher rewarded us by playing a mini game !(; we had to sort down facts about the foreign groups . & it was kind of a competition because each group had to have a certain amount of facts that were actually correct ! Period 6 . Guess who finished their AR in time ? I did . Uhhm, after that .. Errlando gave me a chance to finish my overdue blogs & i had to wirte them down on paper then type it out . Peeriod 2 . For English we didnt really do much, we had to write down on a piece of paper about what plagerism means & the class got all chronic about it . Then we read articles about how the Twinkies are going out of business . Okay Goodnight Bloggers . 

Personal Display(;

My First Picture For My Personal Display Board Is Gonna Be A Picture Of Period 6 . This Is Gonna Be My First Picture Because Period 6 Is Like My Second Family . We All Started Off As Stranjers & Now All Of Us Are Closer Than Ever . Kind Of(x Period 6 Are Always Here For Eachother & I Think Im More Comfortable With Them Than Anyone In The Other Periods . Basically, I Chose A Picture Like This Because This What Made Me Have Confidence . Period 6 Give Me Lessons, We All Give Eachother Lessons/Advice For Eachother . Im Gonna Try To Get A More Clear Picture Of The Photo Doe ~

11.24

This blog is gonna be about last week during Thanksgiving & Black Friday . On my Thanksgiving my whole family got to spend time with eachother for the very first time because everyone is finally on their day-off.  The food was good *---* My auntie cooked the ham & she wrapped bacon around it . Ohloord , words cant even explain(x it was sooo good . After that, we had dessert . Fior dessert we had 2 cakes .  The first one was for my new baby cousin for entering le' world for 2 months ;3 & the other one was just for the family . After all the eating myyy famil sang kareoke & stufff . Obviously i sang the most ! Cause yeno im the kost worst singer ever !(x whale, its true .. I was the only one singing while my family was just doing the " Gangnam Style " buhhh they suck ;3 they're so Da"FUN" get it ? Cause yenoo .. Lolk .
Now im gonna talk about my Black Friday ^--^ so for Black Friday, i was being my ghetto self & didnt go shopping D; as much as i wanted to doe ~ i stayed at my cousins house for the whole day & we went to the park .. But we were there for only like 20 Minutes cause then we heard thunder ! Then BOOMJAMYMA ! Its started raining on us -.- but since me & my cousin & his friend didnt wanna go home, we walked to Orange Grove & ate their for a little bit . It was raining even harder

11.12-11.16

Its beginning to look a lot like Christmas ! ~ Its been a short week since Veterans Day was on Monday ... so this went by pretty quick .

Happy Veterans Day ! On Monday i got to go to Wet & Wild with Laila and Liza(; We went on almost every single ride doe ~ we all got black . not to be racist (x This day made my two best friends get along with each other because before that day, they didn't always talk & stuff like that . Torwards the end Laila had to leave D;  After 5 Hours staying there we got to go to Starbucks . Yaaaaaaay(x Guess what i got ? Vanilla Bean ;3 im in love with it *_____* it has a different taste than vanilla doe ~ i don't know what it is(x I even got a Venti . But i sually finish my Venti cups within like 1 or 1 Hour & a Half . It takes me a while just to finish those . Then, when we got home i took Liza to the park & we walked around there for about 2 hours . 

Tuesday .. Periods were Odds, 3 5 & 1 .
Period 3: Science, oooh i think we had a test . It was about Cells & stuff . We had Table games .. like on each table is a picture & we  had to identify it . If it was part of your organs, body, cells, etc.
Period 5: Math . This is my most struggling subject because obviously i hate math . Math is enemy . I hate learning new things about it . It always confuses me . We're learnin about integers & something about parentheses . I think theyre called Values ? idunoooo .
Lastly, Period 1: Avid (; In avid were learnin about tutorials . Tutorials is when you go to class with a question or whatever youre having a hard time in , in any of your core classes . & all we did that day was just watch videos for a head start on how to do Tutorials .

Powerpoint Theme

The theme i thought of for my Powerpoint Presentation was " Music is Freedom " this is my theme because my talents are basically music . One if them is singing, or playing the piano . I would loove to learn how to play more instruments doe ~ but the reason why this is my theme is because, when i listen to music .. Its what cools me down & Everything . When im mad, i listen to music . When im sad, i listen to music . When im happy, i still listen to music . No matter what ! Music is what makes me feel better . It brings me to another world , where i can just sing out my feelings ... On my powerpoint presentation, i wanna try adding music notes everywhere & imma try to learn how to add aound effects too . Also, im thinking maybe after each slide it will make like the noise of the wind cause it could sound like ' freedom ' & more . I think if i add like my other talents that shows athletes like that or my favorite sports & all will show more of what i am explaining in the presentation . Whaaale, i guess this is gonna be my theme <3 " Music is Freedom "

11.5-11.9 ~ What a Week ?

What a Week ?

 Okay so Period 1: AVID(; whaaale, Avid is pretty much the class i usually talk . Im the one who always shouts out answers then gets i  trouble for them . In Avid were learning about Levels 1, 2 & 3 Questions  . Avid is one of my favorite classes doe .

Period 2: English;p Whaaale, ever since Second Quarter started we had a new Teacher that replaced Mr.McCorkell . Her name is Mrs.Rapp, shes actually prretty cool doe ~ i though she was gonna turn into those mean and strict teachers but shes the whole opposite (; In Engllish we had to start on a Project about Endangered Species & the animal me and my partner has is a Green Sea Turtle . This is more like an Essay, cause on the project has to be facts about the animal & everythaang like that . I hope my partner cooperates with me on this .

Period 3: Loookeey Science(x Ohhhh Science, i.dont.like.you. In science were learning about Cells . we recently took a test on in & guesss what i got  ? I got a ugly B . it was actually pretty easy doe ~ I think towards the last part of the test hit me -_- ill probably retake  it or something .. i really studied for that test *-----* as much as i dislike scince ...

Period 4: Social Studies . WORST SUBJECT EVAAR . In Social Studies we had to make a Poster about Whalers, Traders, Explorers & Missionaries . I have the worst group . One of them likes drawing pictures everywhere on the poster & keeps making the poster look ugly , then the other one is just sitting there making like hes a Sales man or something trying to debate wether he should cut his hair or not -_- then theres one of them helping me but he dosent know how to even spell . So i basically worked on the poster Obamaself . i hate having the same partners every time . They cant even cooperate .

Period 5: Math . Samething with the teachers, ever since second quarter we had a new Teacher . Mr.Bertrand . he suuucks (x whenever he teaches he tells us we gotta do things his way . Like for thos long equations . he says we gotta do each one sepreatley when the answer is sooo obvious . No one even listens to him . LOL he came from Kaimuki thaaas' why . Pluuus, before Ilima he was a Social Studies teacher in his old schoool, which explains ...

Period 6: Leadership .  Uhm, what can i say ? Beginning of the week started oretty good, i felt more positive & i wanted to fit in so i tried talking with the crowd again . But as the week went by, we came across problems . I was just getting back into this too ... but like always i end up messing up .  I have a new situatuation i put myself into . I guessss im still Learning . But i need to learn how to shut up & when to speak up . because this big mistake involved my mouth being open . I actually let one of my good friend lose their trust in me . Shes been there for me & i've been there for her . i messed up so much . Ill just try stop putting stupid things into Leadership , if someone talks about someone else , my ears are gonna start shutting off . I dont wanna put myself deeper into the problems i already put myself in . Whaale after getting a Z on my chair made me so happy , but it got tooken away now because of this . I dont know what happened but theres something that happened to me, i was sooo good in the beginning .. i dont know what it is that changed me, but starting on Tuesday im gonna go back too my old self . A Positive, Nice young girl who will learn from their mistakes . I dont wanna get into any trouble anymore . im sooo tired of it . Im gonna start focusing in my education more & this time i mean it . Im tired of getting in trouble & putting my self deeper into a problem . I hate losing my friends, especially theiir trust , even after they have been there for me .

On each weekly blog im gonna start putting a " Lesson learned " thing on the bottom .

Lesson Learned : Somethings are better off not said . Always keep a promise because once its told, sorry wont mean anything anymore . Idunooo if that made sense . Just can you guys please keep your promises . i dont want any of you gusy in my position . I mean, some of you probably got into this position before but yeaah .

Talent Show Strips GLO Blog

Self-directed Learner (The ability to be responsible for one's own learning)

I was a Self Directed Learner because when this was assigned i had to look for 5 Talents before ot was due & time to share 

Community Contributor (The understanding that it is essential for human beings to work together)

    

I was a Community Contributor because some of the students had a hard time choosing a talent and this shows working together because we both listed down her talents & i gave her some ideas to use as her talents that we found she was good at 

Complex Thinker (The ability to demonstrate critical thinking and problem solving)

I was a Complex Thinker because one of the rules to this activity was to not use the same talent as what the others used . So if someone used " singing " we had to use the other talents we had , we couldnt use the same one , someone said already .

Quality Producer (The ability to recognize and produce quality performance and quality products)

I was a Quality Producer in this activity because i had to make sure my Talent Show Strip was neat and understandable so that others can read it . Also i had to make sure everything on my Strip was neat and big to help others read it .

Effective Communicator (The ability to communicate effectively)

I was a Effective Communicator because i had to share each of my Talent Show Strips to the class & make sure my voice was projected to let everyone hear each of my talent & to let them understand what each of them are .

Effective and Ethical User of Technology (The ability to use a variety of technologies effectively and ethically) 

I was an Effective and Ethical User Of Technology because during this activity i used the internet such as google to come up with ideas and some inspiration . This didnt help me Lot , because when i thought of inspirtaion myself .. I helped me even more . 

Thats ot for now . Bye Bye Bloggers(; 

Talent Show Blog(;

Hi Bloggers(; So this blog is gonna talk about our Talent Show Strips .
How did this start ?
So, this started when Mr.Ing first assigned us to come up with 5 different talents about yourself .
You didnt have to necessarily put in something youre good at . Just a talent that you do , or something like that
Why did we put it in a chain ?
I think , the reason why we got assigned to put it into a chain is because all the talents that each period put together is gonna help bring eachother together , like sharing a talent with your own group period . This activity seems like its helping the Leadership family become more closer again . In my opinion, i think the Leadership family started drifting now that school started & i think it would be better if we still stayed together as a group . A family . So this chain is almost saying " to become together as 1 " knoow what i mean ? But each chain link was from a different period . So maybe later on were gonna all add each period's chain link & put them all together . Also i think this is gonna show how it helps Leadership .. So that we can have new ideas in Leadership on what to do . This activity built confidence in others too ..m
What is it ?
This is an assigned activity to show what each person in Leadership has . Each student in Leadership made 5 talent strips showing their Talent & how it can help Leadership . The chain link is something to hold each talent a student has from their own period . I think we were assigned to put it into a chain because this is gonna show each student a talent from a different period . To me, this looks like it will turn into a group assignment .

What does it mean ?
This activity is suppose to let you express your feelings or so that others can know more about you . This shows each student has their own talent with them & thats what brought them to Leadership . Also , it showed why it can help . I think this activity is making each period become more closer together . This activity is letting each period bond with eachother .

How did i find my Five Talents ?
This was actually easy, the five talents i had were just things i get inspired from, or by someone i get influenced by . I didnt have a hard time to this because i already knew my talent . I mean, EVERYONE has a talent ... But i think people were thinking too hard about their talents . When i was thinking of each talent , i just thought of the things i usually love to do ..

10.22-10.26

Lesson Learned ~ Dont ever make a decison when youre emotinal ~

Last week i made a stupid decision . Because at that moment i wasnt thinking & i was rreally frustrated and upset with what i put myself into . So i was stupid enough to run away from the problem i had on me and just stop .Stop everything . I basically gave up .. im usually that kind of person who hates giving up  because i like to be very competitive & i always hated giving up, but this was different i dont know why . i guess it was just the feelings i had .

So Friday Morning, we had a meeting about having late blogs, so there was about 8 of us , 4 from Period 4 , 2 From period 2 & 2 from Period 6 . We had another meeting during recess, in that meeting Mr.Ing talked about thinking of a consequence for us & come back during Lunch to talk about it . & guess whl didnt go ? Me . i totally forgoot all about it & i know, if i really cared about it .. then i wouldve remembered but when everyone in A101 was looking at me outside , thats when i remembered but thinking that i knew i was gonna be in trouble , i didnt go . & then thats when i got frustrated of it . So, knowing i was in big trouble, at the end of Lunch i found my chair outside . One of the group leaders were yelling at me , telling me to sit down  . but i didnt really understand , so i kept asking questions but thats when she blew up & i just sat down . the two  group  leaders left & they left me with Errlyn , we talked about why i didnt come during the meeting, about me being in Leaderdship, etc. Errlyn asked me " do you have anything to tell me? " before we were about end the talk . i told her " i wanna quit " & when she asked me why, i told her because i felt like i didnt belong in Leadership anymore . & after that , Korey, Macky & Errlyn gave me everything i had in my cubby & i also returned my vest to Errlyn . Since she took my vest & gave back my things from my cubby , & took off the name plate on my chair .. i automatically thought i was out . I kept thinking about during my last period . i kept telling myself " what did i put myself into? or Why did i do this? " & stuff like that . then when i cooled down , i was stupid to quit & i knew i shouldnt have because i knew things couldve gotten better in time . i ended my night overthinking, & feeling guilty and shame of myself .. then i got a message on facebook by Mr,Ing he was talking about what i out myself into & why i did & how i can get back up to become a leader again , etc he told me, in order to become a leader i have to start all the way from the bottom again & i guess no i have to regain my trust in him too .

I learned to not give up because the begginning is always gonna be the hardest . im trying to learn how to be brave in my own mistakes, i go by the quote " never give up on something you held on for so long " do you know what that means ? it means , instead of looking at how far the " finish line " is , you gotta look at how far youve made it . lols you get it ? because people usually tend to give up when they gotten soooo far ! im at this position right now , im usuallly not like this . im more of a competitive person .. well yeah . bye bloggers .

Week 10.29-11.2

So, this week started off pretty baad . On Monday morning, when i first got to school ... i went into A101 & just sat in front of Mr.Ing waiting for him to talk to me about my consequences . But as i kept waiting i got kinda impatient, so i asked Mr.Ing, " Mr.Ing, can you tell me what my consequences are? " & he didnt tell me because he was busy, but i still sat there for the rest of the moorning & i came back for recess too . Then during Lunch, to go to A1012 & stay in there . So the group Leaders & me sat around Mr.Ings desk, explaing EVERYTHING that happened from last week . When we finished they asked me to give myself a consequence , so this gave me alot of time to think about cause i was trying to think of a consequence i would like so that i can learn, Obviously... so after i gave about 4 or 5 consequences it was a no . so i thought of " Losing some of my priveleges " for example, i cant use computers, my electronics & stuff like that . now that was a yes, but instead of losing SOME of my priveleges , i lost ALL . & that means, i cant work, i cant use a vest, i cant use anyones chair, i cant eat in there, i dont even have a cubby & i cant use anything in A101. i cant go on the computers to take my AR test, & if i try going to the library or any other class to take it, it will just get erased . Also, whenever my group is working, i have to read a book ALWAYS.
The beggining of losing EVERYTHING
This whole weekend went by kinda quick, so i guess losing my priveleges did kinda help. but top of it all i felt like i was invisible, cause i wasnt fit in . i was always reading in the corner reading while the rest of the students were laughing, welllll i was laughing in my head whenever something funny happenedd but yeno' .. lolk . uhm . ISA was pretty saad, i really wanted to work ISA because it was worth 100 Points of my grade ! bleeeh, 100 POINTS ! i already have an A in this class so im probably gonna drop that grade -.- POOOOOOOP

Today was pretty bad too, during Period 6 we had a meeting AGAIN & during that meeting everyone talked to me & said eveything about how they felt about me & anything they wanted to . What everyone said didnt really hurt me, but when Laila went .. i bursted out in tears becaause shes my bestfriend & i couldnt imagine her telling me some of the things she said , so she left her " saying " short . but yeah , Errlyn left the room & while she left they all asked me questions & stuff, when Errlyn came back she asked me even more questions .. she asked me " Are you happy? , is your mom happy? , are you happy with your stepdad?, do you think your mom is happy with your stepdad? " & guess what ? that last question got me crying a river -.- and by that time, i was crying while making that ugly noise when you cry hard . im not gonna say why its that last question that hit me becuase i know im not suppose to say anything that happpens in my house & " drama " but yeah . i think whats stopping me the most from being a better person i should be  is the people im surrounded with , i get influnced pretty easily . & what i hear from others .. later on starts coming out of my mouth too . so i get influenced REALLY REALLY REALLY easy . i cant help  it doe . uhhm, then after i tried to stop  crying(x errlyn asked me who i think " dosent like me " in my group period , im not gonna name them but Errlyn asked everyone to leave besides those 2 people . & while they were talking inside ... me & laila were outside the room & laila tried helping me out and we tried talking it out together .. because yeno' thats what bestfriends do ;3 what me & laila talked about made me cry even more bevcause we both had that heart to heart moment , & when Errlyn came out of the room she said " did you hear what we were saying " & so that automatically made me think they were saying somehting bad -.- well i think going to my other classess got my mind off things . so i guesss that okaay . UHM, well at this moment im having those fights with my guy bestfriend </3 ugggh, dont you guys hate having fights with your bestfriend ? Whaaaaale, stay tuned bloggers ... i guess .

Secret Santa ^----^

Haaay girl ;3 or boy . Whoever you are . Soooo if you were wondering what i want for my christmas is anything that deals with clothes or shopping . I would want something from Forever 21, Jeans Warehouse, Brandy Melville or anything (x just as long as its fashinable or stuff like that . oooh & if youre having a hard time find clothes for me a gift card would be good , uhhhm obviously my size would probably be small . I dont wanna ask for alot but yeah ^ this would be nice :3 i guess . lol okay . Thanks ^0^

10.15-10.20 & Talent Show Strip

Saturday-Saturday To Sunday (; See what i did there ? No ? Okay (x So this week went by kinda slow .Im only gonna talk about my Even Periods (; Uhm Monday, we had Period 6 for the middle period . LOL i forgot what we did . But im pretty sure we started on our posters . My partner was Laila . Our poster had to show somethings about Halloween Dress Out & Stuff . Buuuh i forget what happened . Ill skip that daay . okay, Wednesday . So on Wednesday we got assigned to try to make up some clubs we think Ilima should have . Also Mr.Ing assigned us to think of 5 Talents that we had & make sure we are ready to share it by the end of the week . *Weeeeeeerd* Okay fast forward ;3 Its Friday Friday ! Hah okay, so during Homeroom we got to share our talents . My talent that i had was Photography & this can help leadership because alot of people like to look at Naturess kinds of things & thats whatbi love to do . So basically this can help by inspiration & stuff like that . I got this talent from my older cousin . She loves taking pictures , in fact she even works @ Life Touch . Whenever we go hiking , she takes pictures of the point of view from where were at . & she lets me try . She teaches me about the angles & so ever since i was about 9 thats when it all started .
GLO#1: I was a self sirected learner because i did this Talent Show strip on my own
GLO#2 : i was a community contributor because when we had to share this activity i had to communicate with others about my talent .
GLO#3 : i was a complex thinker because it was hard for me to think of my talents & because i knew alot of people would have the same one as me .
GLO#4 : My talent show strip is very neat & has all the qualities that is needed . I put my name & on the other side is how i got my talent & how it will help leadership
GLO#5 : i had to be a effective communicator by telling everyone my talent & letting them hear what i have to say
GLO#6 : i didnt really use this GLO but i go on the internet for some inspiration to give me ideas of what to take pictures of .

Thats my Talent Show Strip

Yesterday during Period 6 . We had a meeting , & it was about me . This week was really deep , because ive been told that someone else is actually waiting for me to change into a better person . I actually do try to change .. Into something better , but theres always something stopping me . OH WELLS (; but yeah during that meeting Errlyn asked everyone to leave . So that left me & Errlyn . So we had a mini venting session . But as i tried to explain to her anything she wanted to know ... I just bursted out in tears . Gaah , for sure ill change now that i let everything out . Well that was my awful week . Stay tuned ;3 buhbye bloggers ^---^

GLO Poster Blog (;

This poster shows whats happening for Halloween . For Halloween were having a Halloween Dress Out & so everyone in Leadership had to make a poster with their partner . I wasnt really the ine who did the work cause i had to go home early & me and my partner started on the last minute . But i did part of it -,-
GLO#1: I couldnt really meet this GLO but i was able to be responsible for gluing on some parts & planning out with my partner .

GLO#2: I worked on this poster with my partner & so that means i met this GLO by working together

GLO#3: As we made this poster, me & my partener made some mistakes but we had the ability (complex thinker) to solve the problems or mistakes we had during the activity.

GLO#4: Me & My partner were quality producers by making sure our poster was neat & not all over the place because our poster is understandable & you can read it .

GLO#5: I met this GLO because me & my partner had to communicate in just to make this poster .

GLO#6: Me & my partner had to use the computer to look for pictures & have some ideas to put on our poster .

This is me & my partners poster (;

Leadership is not about ability . Its about Responsibility

 Hay Bloggers (: So this blog is gonna be talking about a Lesson that Leadership learned . So a few days ago . We had a " problem " because a few people made 1 Mistake turn into tons of mistakes . So during advisory . Mr.Ing and the rest of the 7th Graders had a meeting . We talked about one of the Leaders from a few years ago . She had the Responsibilty to call a meeting and have someone leave Leadership & this is a big responsibility . Also because she had the guts to actually tell someone that she wants someone to be out . Mr.Ing told us to watch the movie ' The Core ' . I just watched the preview . At first it didnt really make sense to me but i kept thinking & then i thought maybe Mr.Ing trying to remind us about the " What goes for one, goes for all " auote that he goes by . Because in the movie .. Everyone who tried to save the earth worked together as a team . & this relates to what happened because in Leadership when we tried to find the key, it wasnt really teamwork . They tried putting others into the situation . Wich isnt right . & in the end it wasnt us who found the key . It was another student who wasnt even in Leadership . But the meeting we had ... When Mr.Ing told us about this quote . This means that you dont need ability . As in knowing how to do everything , stuff like that . It just means you have to be responsibile for what you do . & this is a lesson . Because being in Leadership means to be responsible . This a chance to learn how to be responsible . & i always tell my self whenever i have a feeling i did smething wrong or yeah . I tell myself " Leadership isnt a chance . Its an opportunity " know what i mean ? Because sometimes when other people make a mistake they say that they wont do it again . Then you find your self having that mistake . But yeah this is what i tell myself . Then i find me trying again (: but dont you hate when people " Lesson Learned " then they donit again . Whats the point of saying that !?.. Because that just shows you didnt learn from your mistake . I dont usually say that . Because i know i would make a mistake again . It takes time to learn doe . LOL i dont even know what im talking about . But anyway, being in Leadership is an Opportunity to become a responsible & more independent . So if youre not willing to be a LEADER then dont be one at all . Kbye .

Halloween Flyer (:

This is my Halloween Flyer (; So on the Halloween Flyer shows the categories for the DressOut . This is when students can come to school without their uniform .. & with their costume .
GLO#1: Self Directed Learner: I was a self directed learner in this activity because i made this flyer by myself & i didnt get any help since everyone else had to do it theirselves too .
GLO#2 : Community Contributor: This activity involves meeting GLO#2 because when this flyer gets advertised to other then it lets them know what to do for Halloween Dress Out .
GLO#3 : Complex Thinker: I was a Complex Thinker because in this activity i had to choose the right backgrounds & if things couldnt fit in the flyer i had to rearrange the other things i put onto the flyer .
GLO#4 : Quality Producer: I had to be a Quality Producer because i had to make the Flyer neat so when this gets advertosed other people can read it .
GLO#5 : Effective Communicator:I have to be a Effective Communicator by showing this to the school & students to let them know whats happening for Halloween . So this mean i am communicating to them .
GLO#6 : Effective & Ethical User Of Technology: I met this GLO because doing this activity involved using a computer . So i used a computer to do this activity x) lol okok This is how i reached all 6 of my GLOS (:

Leadership Retreat <3

Haay Guys ;p So On Monday Through Wednesday we had a Leadership Retreat to le' Beach House down in Haleiwa/Laie side . On the first day, we had to choose our rooms & stuff . Then we got to go swimming ! The beach was soooo perddy, but its scary doooe cause like theres fishes xD Omg, the only thing that happened while swimming was Bretman & Nicki pushing everyone down .... I joined in ;3 Teehee ;p So after, we had Lunch, for Lunch was Hot Dogs ? Im not sure (x Shayna & Jolene helped throughout the retreat with food,helping the girls, etc.

Oooh then after we got to go swimming we had about 2 Hours to practice our Talent Show . LOL While we were practicing Mr.Ing was outside with us, he was laughing doooe ~ Uhhhm after Talent Show Prep. Everyone got to just chill ~ But Me, Laila, Bretman, Nic & Nicki, Savannah, Daisy & i think Kevin ? Yeah we all played Hide & Seek in the house, but we got in trouble .. So we started playing outside . But instead we played Tag . Ohhloord (x this was fun . LOLOLOLOL .. But again we started to play Hide & Seek . As we were playing .. Everyone came out & joined , so we set up partners . Now this was the funnest night ! Because since there was alot of people, it was easy for everyone to be found ! Oh and on one of the games, Me & Laila, Bretman & Nicki decided to both go in the tree , BUT we were all fighting for it ! And we were pushing eachother down, grabbing, slapping (x Etc. but i knew we disnt have time to just keep going, so i told Laila we could just hide behind the plants . This was a good idea, because while Bret & Nicki still tried getting up on the tree , they got found xD HAH . On the very last game, me and Laila had the BEST hiding spot !! We went into the house & grabbed trash bags . Then we went to the back of the house & went into the trash bag and hid by the walls (x Sad thing, we stayed in the trash bag for like 5-10 Min. Finding out that everyone was done playing -.- Ughhhh then after we had dinner i think (x

Second Day (;
Lets seeeee, uhm for Breakfast we had Sausage, Eggs & stuff . After that we had to plan the next quarter (; Pd.6 got Graduation Picture Taking & Cheer off . All we had to do was look for teachers who are willing to help out & plan out the jobs . Cheer Off was easy, we had to set up some rules . After that, we had some time to play/chill . Then we had to start reading our AR book . For about an hour . While reading some parents started coming for Lunch;p My parents disnt come because of work -.- so for Lunch was Teriyaki Burger ? Lol , well some of the students got to bond with their parents . Then Mr. Ing told us we could go swimming ! For an hour !!! Uggh, it took forever (x But parents were leaving by then . So after swimming . Mr.Ing told us to go take a nap . We took a nap for 2 Hours ! When everyone woke up & started getting ready, it was TALENT SHOW ^---^

Period 2 went up first . They did a medley of Bruno Mars . I found it kinda hard , cause they kept changing the song .. But it still made sense . Also because i heard that they changed theyre song at the last minute . They were good doe ~ Next was Period 4 . I liked their group talent . They did Lazy Song by Bruno Mars too ! XD Next was Period SIXYNESS (; We did Get Down by Back Street Boys xD Ohemgeeee , Mr Ing was dying !! Lol i dint see how it was funny but it was sooo embarassing !! LOL it was really fun thoough . Imma fast forward ~~~~~~~~~~~~~> So at about 1130 We went Ghost Hunting . It came out as a fail, since alot of people were scared . I admit i was too but i really really really wanted to goo . So while most of the group stayed , a few of us like Me, Roxy, Macky, Bret, Nicki & Heighlee + some other people went . & ill just say ONE of them was blaming me saying im the one who screamed first & all when i didnt ! The only the thing i screamed out was " Oh my gosh !" So yeaah . But after that happened . The whole Leadership got into a small kine finghy ish . I mean , all of us seperated . Like a few of us were in the boys room , some were in the other room & the rest were in the dining room . But i guess it was all good in the morning .. When we woke up, after breakfast we planned for 4th Quarter . Then we started changing , for Picture Taking (; I curled my hair dooe ;3 Lol uhhm we took alot of pictures , we took pictures of the whole Leadership & Pictures of the Class officers & stuff ;p

Uhhm after lunch ~ next was cleaing , packing up . So after that, we had Potatoe Sack Race ^---^ Lol im not gonna brag but . Period 6 Won again .. Well yeah, so after we just waited for the bus & as we boarded the bus . Everyone got their phone back ! Hah, during the whole bus ride, everyone was on their phones (x Ohhh how we all missed it ! Bwuaha , welll I hope we can all do this again (; i had so much fun .

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This week went by fast *___* Im so excites for Monday ^___^ Retreaat ;3 Finally ;3 So starting from the begining . A week ago, my new baby cousin was born <3 Lololol she cute ~ i was sooo happy this week doe . Uhhm imma talk about all the exams i took ! So First is my ELA exam . My score was 48/59 So thats a B -.- Uggh i still did good dooe . Im proud i got atleast a B . Because i didnt even understand anything what we were doing in ELA but i still got a good grade;3 lol oh yeaah . Now my Science test. Well, i took it today. And it wasnt hard at all !!! But i didnt get a grade yet -.- baaah , uhhm my Social Studoes exam . Eeeeeer, 60/100 .... Thats a D ... Well this proves i hate Social Studies, but overall i have a C in that class -.- Uhhhm my math ... Ahhh that wasnt soo good either .Uhm now Period 6 (; Gaah, well we practices sooo much for the retreat talent show !! Hopefully we dont lose and scrub toilets -.- We worked really hard ! So this week was more of exams and practicing d; I think my worst period of this week was ELA i had an F for like a day, but i was soooo pissed i bumped it up real fast and now its a C ;3 Cause im cool liiihdat ' LOL Uhhm my best period was probably Avid ;p We had a sub today dooe ~ she so erking -.- lol just saying . uhhhhm idunno what elae to say -.-

OH today . No direction performed and theyre officially my new favorite band <3 Haha , Imma say a comment about each (; Well let me start off with Nicki . HE DIDNT KNOW A SINGLE WORD OR PART IN THAT SONG but he still had fun ;p lol uhm OH Bretman was ALL OUT . I think Bret had too much fun (x Uhm Nic was all out too, he had his arms flying everywhere xD Then kevin (hulk) omgomgogmomg . His part was the best (x he sold it BAHAHAH . Cant wait for next quarter i wonder what were gonna do ;p

My Job . So this week i was ID's back to my very first job ;p IDs has less freedom, well the fun thing is that we were able to eat Kimcheee and all that good stuff xD but what i hated was that, we couldnt really walk around A101 even if were still in the room. We just had to stay by the Computer . I mean, if we leave its not like someones gonna rape the computer right ?! Lol jkjk. But yeah . ID has kess freedom, even dooe its the easiest job out of all the others . I would honestly say Music and TV was my favorite Jobs . Music and TV were my favorite because its two things i love . Music && Being on TV (x bwuaha sad thing is i only got on TV once . Because i got on probation before i could even go on again -.- haawh . Well i dont know if this is long enough . But im ending it here ;3 Bye Bloggers ~ See you on Monday ^__^

My First Quarter (;

Wanna know how my 1st Quarter went ? okaay then ;p

So, my first quarter here in Ilima didnt turn out so well . Why ? Mostly because of like all the struggles i went through ~ Yeah, this probably sounds stupid but its truuue ! Let meeeee tell you about the " Struggles " i had . First is Leadership, i think this was stressing me out because of my AR . I honestly love to read but not because i have to, its for fun . But AR, I get " forced " and i felt really stupid, because the first book i read i only read like 2 Pages and i was stupid enough to take the test and get 2/10 . Yeah yeah , like a true voyager . Okok NO lol . But, when i tried the next time, i still got a bad score ! So then i had a mini talk woth Mr.Ing ... And he boosted up my motovation for myself . After the talk i read 2-3 books and i got all 100% i was actually proud of myself, because i felt accomplished . But i wasnt even done with my AR !!! So i kept reading and reading and reading and reading . Till after 1 Week, i reaches my goal ^___^ I was sooooo happy ;p I finally reached 100% ! I hugged Errlyn soo tight i nearly killed her ;3 So then, I happily colored my AR Chart . Lolk this was my first struggle . Cant wait till next quarter -.- 

Now my next struggle -.- My friends . 

Well . First of all, all the rumors . People were calling me fake, and ugly . And that brought me down . My self esteem dropped , and i got insecure . So i guess the day i found out people were speeading rumors about me , i was quiet for like a whole week . And not only did this happen to me once, but more . It was like 2 times every week for 3 Months i had to shut up, and feel insecure about myself . But i guess i kept smiling and got happier eventually . Another thing was .... Taking me for granted . I know, losing and friends taking you for granted is normal and this is suppose to happen , but the friend i lost and that took me for granted were once soooo close to me ! But they f***ked up their chance and decided to use me and other stuff . I was mad, im not that kind of person who would cry over friends or boys but knowing someone who was once so close to you then next thing they decide to walk out of your life, dosent that hurt ? Dosent it !?!?!? This stopped me because i really care about my friends , and im that person who puts others happiness before mine . Unless i really hate you . LOLOLOL but yeah, so i couldnt think straight because i kept thinking about why someone who USED to be my bestfriend decided to take advantage of me . Chaaange le' subject ;3 

Next Struggle ;p Mkays, so the next one . Family . Imma be kinda emotional on this one .. So, get your tissues ready ;3 Jkjk its not gonna be that emotional . Whaaaale, first of all. My step dad , he dosent support me . No one in my family supports me . Cause they dont care . So i get upset , whenever people motovate me, i actually try my best to everything i do . But when i get no motovation and i get put down, then chances are im not gonna try . I will give up ! And ive done this, a billion times . But i always end up getting back up, and trying again (; Again to my step dad, hea sick. Ever since school started hes had about 4 surgeries so far . And although i hate him, and hes mean to me, but i still care so much, i dont wanna lose anyone in my family anymore . Its already falling apart, i dont wanna lose, another one . While im gone for the retreat, hea having another surgery . In the past, most of my family members died because of cancer and having too many surgeries . Im twice as worried doe, im worried of my grandma and grandpa too, theyre both sick and i just dont want anything to happen to them </3 

Kay thats it . I THINK . Now, im gonna talk about the good things ;3 So my first impression of Leadership was it was easy, until the middle of the quarter when my group leader started getting more serious . Now, i dont blame her for being mean and serious but when she became more serious, i thought that its time to get serious to.  But im gonna talk about my first impression of my group leader first ;p So, at my interview .. Errlyn decided to be " mean " to me . The others were nice dooe ;3 After hearing i got accepted into Leadership, i was hoping to have Megan as my group leader because i was closer to her. But after i got Errlyn as my group leader, i was actually disappointed because i knew already she didnt like me . But now that we got closer, were all good . Well from my point of view it is, idont know about her xD Bwuahahhahaha jk ;p Well, ive always thought Errlyn wasnt "proud" of me, because of my academics .. Lalalalalala okok uhm now my group . PERIOD 6YNESS ;3 Imma make a " thaang " about each of them . So dirat, ill start with Laila (; This waaan' is my bestfriendforlyyyfe <3 I think we got closer now that were both in leadership, but we got into more fights too . Bleh, i hope its not like this all the time -,- Lolk now uhm Trixaaaay ;) my singing buddie ;3 Lol so i think Trixaay should be alittle more out going , but i think Trixie is the more nice and chill one in the group <3 Uhhm Bretman (x Lolk Bretman is like my big brother ;p Whenever youre sad, he can turn everything exciting and happy xD Bret is like the funniest person ebbbber !!! LOL Uhhh Savannah , i think Savannah  is too shy ! I mean, isnt Leadership suppose to help you become more like a Leader . But i would say shes become more open now ^__^ Laast is Daisy . K thats it ;3 Jkjk Daisy is le' ELA partner xD bwuaha i dunno dooe ~ Daisy is the Unique one . Uhm thaaats it i think . 

Last year back in Holomua is really different . Im having different grades, i hang out with different people, and more . Back in Holomua, i was close to my friends and there was DRAMA FREE ! I miss my friends i use to hang out with D; They were the ones i grew up with yeno ? Well, i hang out with different people now . More like Kaimiloa and Pohakea people .. But theres a big difference between Holomua and Kaimiloas actions and attitude and Holomua and Pohakeas attitide and actions . Lol big difference xD I think Pohakea is kinda ghetto dooe ~ theyre mean to me, but i still hang out with them ;3 Uhhm Kaimiloa is okay ;p but i was close to about 8 of them before school even started theyre coool , i guess . Oh uhm, now that im in Intermidiate , the work is harder and theres twice as more than Elementary , i dont know anymoooore dooe ~ that means risking alot of time finishing it . Gaah -.- Omg, im running out of things to say LOL i think imma end this soooon . Oh i cant wait for the retreat ^___^ I hope everything turns out good (; Oh and i dont wanna go Ghost Hunting D; im totally gonna cry ~ LOL . ooooooh, i wanna talk about how i ended my quarter today . So this morning my new favorite band " No Direction " AKA; Bretman, Nicki, Nic, Kevin . Performed xDD LOL this madey day ;3 seeing all of them have so much fun ^__^ Well, byeeeee First Quarter . Hello Second Quarter . 

Look at this <3 Kiera Exialei <3

Meeeet Kiera Exialei <3 Isnt she adorable *---* Damn, i wish i was this cute xD On September 23 2012 @ 9:59AM this little angel became part of the world <3 && my life <3 I know it may seem like in making this a big deal . But out of my whole LIFE this is the first new born baby ive seen, all my other baby cousins were different . i didnt see them after they were born but this angel <3 I did . I cant believe have a new cousin *---* She too OMGOMOMG <3 Well, we gave her a photoshoot . lol she is too adorable

9.17-9.21 (;

Haaaay bloggers (; Sorry this is late . i was buusssy (x ish . okay so like today is September 23 . and i just wanna say that i have a new cousin ;3 Her name is Kiera Exia Lei <3 isnt she beaautiful ? Well , im so happy for my Auntie . She made a wonderful baby <3 At about 9:59AM ;') Its funny cause one of my Aunties were born on April 23 and the other is June 23 . im July 23 . Now Kiera is on September 23 . its all 23 (x lol we cool, we cool ;p well thats was my day . now lets rewind a bit . Yesterday, on Saturday . I got to spend time with Tierra & Liza (; It was supppper fun ;p We went to Baskin Robins, and McDonalds . Then we watched scary movies for the whole day . Then me and Liza went to a party and at that moment soemthing happened between us .. but its okay now i guess ...... Uhm leets see . Oh i learnes how to do le' yearbook thingy && i have a really good feeling about this ;D Me Trixie and Daisy are actually doing pretty good i guess . uhm i guess thats it for today (;

September 10-14 2K12'

WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS (x

Haaaay Buh Buh Buh Bloggers ^__^ so like this week started off ugly (x On Monday and Tuesday it was like full on DRAMA . Ish , then on Wednesday everything kind of got back to normal . Then THURSDAY . LOL this ones funny . So on Thursday i found out my friends were talking about me behind my back . And yeah i usually dont gove a fudge what people say but when this person said it . It wasnt one word , this person called me more than a word . And it hurt me the most because now this is what people know me as and because all of this isnt true . Dontcha' think that hurts ? When someone calls you several kinds of names and next thing you know thats what other peoples impression is ? Hah, whatever . Well yesterday . On Friday Friday ! I was strong and happy ^__^ i love when i see my friend smiling because i can make them laugh cause i know they hate seeing me sad -.- whaaale, guess whats happening right after this blog ? Imma go take a shower and and do my thaaaangs and go to Palace with my friends . LOL i hope i dont fall >.< i havent been there in like a month ! Oh and then after imma go eat dinner with le' parents ;p then Tomorrow im going to Lanis birthday partaay at the pool . I hope i dont get black .. Oh wait im already black . LOL nah , im not BLACK as in black black i just mean my skin color . Lol okokok

Ohemgeeeees, okay so like this National whatevers stuff is getting out of hand . So yesterday i heard that Monday is National Kiss Day . OH NAYE xD who daaa haaail would make a day like that !!!? Lol maake me giggly *___* 

OPPA GANGNAM STYLE xD bwuhah yesterday morning was fun . Errone was like Screaming like they own thee place x) oooh then like it rained after . And then people were being stooopid and going under the shade . Jk , but its FRIDAY . Who wants to end their Friday not in the rain xD hahaha okok bye . 

This Week && Welcome Social

Heey Bloggeers (x GUESS WHAT !? Im off of Probation ! Heeeey HOOOOOO Heeeeey HOOOO ^____^ lol okok. This Weeek i was doing my best to finish my AR test . I took about 8 test to reach exactly 50% ! And i got it ^__^ i was so hapy i ran to Errlynlynlynlyn that i nearly choked that squirrel ;p Waaaaale, i finished on time to work at Welcome Social ☺ Ohyeaah SCORE ;3 bwuaha . Oh uhm during Welcome Social i had to do the Movies with Heighleeeee, bleh on like the first 20 minoootes it was so sad .. No one came, so we had like a " Bonding Time " then Trixaay & Daaisy came in and ruined the fun ;3 if yoou know what i mean xD juust kidding . Okaaaye so like when my shift was over i had my freedom ^__^ ohh i went in the Photobooth first with my friend Cathleen & Mr. Barayuga (x he ruined the first picture -,- waah oh wells . I had alot of fun . Then we had the Dance Contest and stuff ... We shall fast forward ;3 After all the cleaning while everyone was getting picked upi had no ride along with Savannah . So Mr. ing gave us a ride . HAHA you wont believe how weird our convo was . When we got in i was practicing how to write in cursive in the air and Mr Ing thought i was a wizard and casting a spell, so he slapped my hand down;( pooop for me 😒 lol okokok the other convos were weird and stuff .. Oh then it started raining yeah that was cool .

CROSS COUNTRY
WoootWooot ! Guess what place i got in 19th -,- aagh . Out of the school i had 2nd Place dooe ~ so for Cross Country it was sooo tiring ! You wont even believe ! Mkaays so we had to run all the way around Nanakuli HighSchool. Ohmy GONZALA Ewa Makai was so daamn fast ! Almost all of them were in the front the whole time ! Ugh, i started walking behind the building ;( i knoow sad right ? But i started running again then before i entered the gates going back to the track field i had a MAJOR Cramp ! I was moaning xD LOL but it really really hurt me ! && then when i was on the track field i started sprinting, when i crossed the finished i was soo dozzy i almost collapsed. I feel so stupid cause then i was writing on the table while writing my name and stuff on the paper.. Oh then like when i crossed the finish line i didnt know i had to get a number from this lady so i passed her and this other girl got 18th place and i got 19 when i shouldve got 18 cause i passsed her but yeah so fuugly . Oh what a coincidence !? Me and Bretneey had the same place number xD LOL hees my brother if you guys didnt knoow ~

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place '

URL ; http://www.boardofwisdom.com/default.asp?topic=1005&listname=Inspirational

This is my quote , "

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place " 

This is my favorite quote that i always follow because this shows not to give up in life . Theres always life ahead of you and people tend to give up alot . Okay im the type of person who loves to see others smile even when im not. I always put my friends happiness before mines . Okay, so why do i follow this ? Because i like to try out alot of things and im very risky .. But at times i find myself giving up .. Mostly from school , i always give up when it comes to school and not only by work and all , its with friends . Most of my friends are competitive and i am too. But like i said.. I give up easily . When i see my friends winning or not giving up and i always see them trying i get put down . But knowing that ive tried for so long makes me try harder. Ill give an example . Singing  I LOVE to sing . But when i hear other people singing i tell myself im the worst singer ever ! Ive been singing ever since i was 3 . Ive tried to be the best singer i could be.. Then i find myself give up , im 12 now . I held on for 9 Whole Years . And i always tend to give up . Im like that .  But yeah this is my favorite quote.. LOL i dont think this made sense . 

PROBATION

Probation

So this week i got put on probation. This was a bad thing but i learned from it .. Well im still learning cause im still on probation ... Honestly, im not trying too hard in my subjects. But i will its just theres something thats stoppign me. Being on probation made me feel left out and made me feel like im not part of the leadership group anymore .. Everytime i try to help i always tell myself to stop cause when i help thats almost like working right ? This was hard for me because im a person who likes to help alot . Well yesterday, during Period 2 there was a meeting . Mr.Ing showed a video of his first group of Leadership students . The quote that has to always be followed is " What goes for 1 goes for all " You guys should know what it means . When one person does something wrong and you get the discipine.. Everyone gets it too . So think about teamwork . You have to work together . Notice how people are on Probation ? Thats not teamwork cause whatever group youre working in you cant help . And when theres mot much people working you cant get anything done . This is what im learning from . I trying really hard to raise my grades ... Im super disappointed in myself . And i know Mr.Ing && Errlyn are too , sorry for not making you guys proud . But im REALLY  trying . ok..

Last Week Of August

Goodbye August 

Hello September (; 

So this week was actually bad . Why ? Cause of AR && Progress Reports . Im actually disappointed in my self. I know my Group Leader is . On my Progress Reports i got 2 D's . I have a feeling alot of the others are stressing about their Progress Report . I know i am . Last night i was procrastinating (x i did my Math , i did my Avid and i did everything ! Yesterday i went to my classes and asked them for extra work -.- it was worth it. 

Okaay now my AR. It seems like im not taking this seriously . I am . I LOVE to read, but there something thats on my mind that makes me not focus or concentrate . But i promise there will be an improvment ..  But i have tried taking like 4 Test . I didnt pass . Ugh, i cant believe something so little made me stress that i cant even concentrate in school D; 

I hope this month will be better, i really wanna make my parents proud of me for once ..

Welcome Social Flyer

So this is Me & Savannahs Flyer. This week we had to make a Welcome Social Flyer and it was kinda hard, cause then like we had to make it look perfect and everyone really wanted Malasadas LOL. Okaay this is whats on the flyeer, Welcome Social is on September 7.. Its gonna be at Ilima Inter. In the cafe i think ? Were gonna be having music , watch movies like hunger games. Were gonna have a PHOTOBOOTH !!! Ahhh , too bad i cant take pictures in there -.- uhhm theres gonna be. Dance contest and snacks + drinks .. Then air brush tattoos && Balloon Darts . Yay ? ;p 

GLO 1; I did this activity correctly by making a flyer and putting the things thats suppose to be on here, i think this is actually pretty good but this isnt my best . 

GLO 2; i was a Community Contributor by helping Savannah what to put , well whatever she told me to put i did.

GLO 3; Complex Thinker. I was a complex thinker by thinking about how to make the flyer look like  and making sure i have all the activities or whatever were gonna have on the flyer 

GLO 4; I met this GLO because this flyer is neat and everythings isnt all over the place. Its all in one plaace .

GLO 5; Effective Communicator .. Uhm I had to talk alot like ask Savannah if she liked the flyer or not .. Ask her if she wants to add anything .

GLO 6; Okaay to make thos flyer i had to use the computer wich means i used GLO 6

GLO Cape (;

GLO#1: Self Directed Learner
I met GLO#1 by making sure that i had all of my signature from all 22 students. Also i made my own poster with my name and stuff.
GLO#2: Community Contributor
I met this GLO by having signatures from everyone, this was a group project where we need to work together by signing eachotheres Poster, we all had to put a positive comment on whoever we were signing on.
GLO#3: Complex Thinker
I met this GLO by counting out how many signatures i got, well you dont have to think but obviously when you count you gotta think about the next number LOL okay. But this was hard some people wrote with like the same color of the poster and it was hard, and even when people wrote too close together -_-
GLO#4: Quality Producer
I was a Quality Producer because i made my poster neat and my poster was simple, it was in cursive but i think mines was simple because i didnt put too much decorations or stuff on it, unlike Kevins with " W"s all over it (x
GLO #5: Effective Communicator
I was a effective communicator by telling people who i didnt get signatures from. I had to tell them with MY voice, to let them write on my poster lolol
GLO #6: Effective and Ethical User Of Technology
I met this GLO by using the computer and taking picturesa and uploading it from the computer lol 
Thats it for now (; Kbaii

Self-Esteem

Heeeeey guys, so one of our "projects" we had to do was a cape. We had to draw our name on a poster board and have other of the Leadership students sign and say something positive about them. This is how my poster looked before all the fun (; Then how it looked during, and after.

Okaay, so one of the positive comments i like the most was what megan said. She said " You're full of energy" i like this comment because its true. I am full of energy, even when im sad.. i like to make people happy and smile, alot of people say im hyper. LOL i take it as a compliment. but yeah.

How i met GLO #1 ( Self Directed Learner ) is by doing this assignment by myself. Well this is a group thing, but i did all the work by drawing MY name on it, putting the strings in and stuff.

The ugly week -.-

Sooooo, lets see on Monday .. I didnt feel so good on monday or tuesday or wednesday or thursday . LOL whatever (x Kaay so this week went by super duper fast . I think on Tuesday periods were 6,2,4 and during Period 6 we had another photoshoot (; oh we even made up our Group Name ^__^ Period "six" yness <3 See what we did thelaaaar' ? Kay now on Wednesday , we had Leadership Reunion for those who graduated from Ilima and is now in Campbell . It was really nice seeing the difference on how the older students look now and how they look on their boxes . Open House ;p During open house we had to pass out programs and stuff . Open House was fun but you had to bring a parent for your parent to meet your teachers , my parents didnt come . Wich brings me to what happened on Thursday . Okay, on Friday wich was yesterday . The Leadership group had a Field Trip To the movies and Alas . Dosent that sound fun ? ;p NO cause i didnt go ;( Alot of the other people did, but i couldnt go cause my "papa" said no and my mom said yes . I dont like my papa, he thinks he can control me . Well while they had fun, i was stuck at a party in Kapoleeeei . I would say it was fun but not as fun as going to the theaters and ALA MOANA!!! To shop -.- i like need more clothes right now . I had a performance at the party . I sang Hero by Mariah Carey (sp?) I made a mistake d; it was so embarassing !! If you guys know that song.. The part when she goes " Lord knoooows " yeah. I sang that part but my voice went to high -.- then i changed keys after . Uggh well yeah thats how my UGLY week went . Peaaaace ✌oh that picture over there shows how my closet looks like , SEE ! I need more clothes d; i had to clean out my closet and take out the ones i didnt like ..

2nd Week of School

Kaay so the 2nd Week went by pretty fast . This morning i woke up late cause i thought it was Saturday -.- well yeah, as the weeks past by were starting to get more work . I mean, we plan alot more , we have to think alot more LOL then like Thursday was the bOMb DiGGiTY !!! I got to spend time with this special person ;3 ohh and Laila and Leslie and Lani, the 3 L's. Bwuaha kaay

PERIOD Sixaaay <3 (see what i did there )
Yoou see that sexy picture ? Well thats my period . Not the bloody kine, the one that involves school and stuff, were still thinking of a name . So today we had a photoshoot, like we do this every even days xD honestly, this group is like the only ones that ALWAYS takes pictures, in a good way ? I love them ;p Savannah, Laila, Bretney, Errlyn, Daisy, Serena && Trixie ^___^ Its an all girls group just to let you guys know (x Jkjkjk kbye (;

Period 6 ❤