Its going down! Im yelling TIMBER!!

I hate myself, i mean like ive been ruining everything for myself lately. stupid khrizz. im losing myself again, damn. like my grades are dropping, and im literally losing my friends, and all that. anywayzzz, this week i had tv, and like the main thing we did was " *click* or naaaw. " LOL so ya... idks what to talk about. So ill talk about my peridos. Sooo, period 1, math. So in math, were like hopping around, were doing shapes, were doing ratios, then were doing pythagorean theorem and all, like wth. Period 2, hmmmm. we worked on banner, and i worked on my yb paage, and yeah. period 3, social studes, im like failing dude. im so out of my classes, were doing this think with the westward movement, and im meh, i have too much problems HAHHAHA. Period 4, im acrtually getting a good grade in this class, but uhh were doing an essay and my topic is about bullying, were kinda doing this perusading writing shizzz in class, idk how for explain. Perod 5, pe, whaale we lifted some weights, then on thursday we went out on the track field and i was sweating LOL. and then we played volleyball and it was so funnnnnn. Period 6, were learnign about tides, and eclipse and about the moon phases and all that good stuff. im really disappointed in myself bc i really gave up on a lot of tings, especially myself, so im trying to pick myself back bc i hate this, im getting back to what i was before, and you really dont wanna see that side of me, it wasnt good. yeeezooos. anywayyyy, track has been ok. like im not fast, but i like to run, and so hopefully i get faster and that kind fo shizzz, i bought my track shoes so im happy.

Yay track shoes!

Lowlight for me, was basically the whole week. I ruined everything for me, and me and my " boyfriend " made 11 months on wednesday then we broke up, so whatevsss i guess, idk thats kinda sad i guess, but im not gonna get into detail bc idc, and then  like on friday, things got really jacked up and it made me feel very unwanted in a101, and im losing a lot fo friends, but who cares right? another low light, is that i have 2 F's, 1 D and i didnt finish my AR or my yb page and im really messed up.

lesson learned, dont be sad and dont let people take over you. So like, i keep over thinkking with things, and im creating problems in my head that dosent even have to be there or shouldnt matter. and im making my own self sad, and before, like last year, i used to be a depressed person, and im hoping i dont get back at that bc i love being happy, so i cant. like what am i even doing to my self.