Omfg i just woke up and this is so late, damn. So like yesterday i had a wedding party and like it was so frustrating because everything went wrong, like setting up the tent was hard because it kept raining and the poles wouldnt stick up and then the food didnt even come yet until after all our guests came, then my step dad kept complaining about it, and then while we had problems with the party, we had family problems. Everyone was mad at eachother for a different reason, and we all got into a fight before we started to set up for the party, it sucks because the family got into a huge fight basically for me, and ya.. I think im catching up a little in my classes, i brought up my 2 F's into 2 high D's, yeah its still bad but atleast im imrpoving.. a little? i have no idea, but math is getting better, not the teacher but our homeworks hahahaha. I cant even concentrate right now, im in my room in the closet because my family is fighting in the living room, why cant they shut up. i feel like i shouldnt even exist, like im a big reason to why theyre fighting UGH. shoot me pls. why cant we be a happy familyy i mean, me and my mom are starting to get better, like somewhere around november, me and my mom and my step dad got into a big fight, and since 3 of us changed and everything got really messed up after, we dont even act like a normal family, i just want a break from this family drama and shit, AHHAHAH. i feel like im gonna fail social studies, its sooo hard! i mean, its probably easy if i just did my work, i mean i do my work but i dont understand it!
my highlight of this week was spirit week, i had a lot of fun with seeing the war between all the teams for penny wars haha, and cheer off was fun too! Even relay races, i enjoyed seeing the school cheering and all, like how loud they were was nice to hear because it sounded like everyone liked eachother LOL. Im pretty sure a lot of people enjoyed it too because thats what people was saying on twitter, also when korey announced the winner for spirit week was cool, i actually wanted 8-3 to win so ya hahaha, but on instagram preston posted a picture of 8-3 and his hashtags was #8-1down #8-1loser #8-1what and he just made unneccesary hashtags that 8-1 upset, and then drama happened and ya LOL.
Lesson learned is to stop thinking about kayejhon(my ex) because he isnt worht it ahhahahahah, like forreals, im officially over him and ya. he took over me, made me feel sad about myself, and i realized he dosent even care so why should i, so ya im done with him because i have other people that actually make me happy.
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