Look at this <3 Kiera Exialei <3

Meeeet Kiera Exialei <3 Isnt she adorable *---* Damn, i wish i was this cute xD On September 23 2012 @ 9:59AM this little angel became part of the world <3 && my life <3 I know it may seem like in making this a big deal . But out of my whole LIFE this is the first new born baby ive seen, all my other baby cousins were different . i didnt see them after they were born but this angel <3 I did . I cant believe have a new cousin *---* She too OMGOMOMG <3 Well, we gave her a photoshoot . lol she is too adorable

9.17-9.21 (;

Haaaay bloggers (; Sorry this is late . i was buusssy (x ish . okay so like today is September 23 . and i just wanna say that i have a new cousin ;3 Her name is Kiera Exia Lei <3 isnt she beaautiful ? Well , im so happy for my Auntie . She made a wonderful baby <3 At about 9:59AM ;') Its funny cause one of my Aunties were born on April 23 and the other is June 23 . im July 23 . Now Kiera is on September 23 . its all 23 (x lol we cool, we cool ;p well thats was my day . now lets rewind a bit . Yesterday, on Saturday . I got to spend time with Tierra & Liza (; It was supppper fun ;p We went to Baskin Robins, and McDonalds . Then we watched scary movies for the whole day . Then me and Liza went to a party and at that moment soemthing happened between us .. but its okay now i guess ...... Uhm leets see . Oh i learnes how to do le' yearbook thingy && i have a really good feeling about this ;D Me Trixie and Daisy are actually doing pretty good i guess . uhm i guess thats it for today (;

September 10-14 2K12'

WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS (x

Haaaay Buh Buh Buh Bloggers ^__^ so like this week started off ugly (x On Monday and Tuesday it was like full on DRAMA . Ish , then on Wednesday everything kind of got back to normal . Then THURSDAY . LOL this ones funny . So on Thursday i found out my friends were talking about me behind my back . And yeah i usually dont gove a fudge what people say but when this person said it . It wasnt one word , this person called me more than a word . And it hurt me the most because now this is what people know me as and because all of this isnt true . Dontcha' think that hurts ? When someone calls you several kinds of names and next thing you know thats what other peoples impression is ? Hah, whatever . Well yesterday . On Friday Friday ! I was strong and happy ^__^ i love when i see my friend smiling because i can make them laugh cause i know they hate seeing me sad -.- whaaale, guess whats happening right after this blog ? Imma go take a shower and and do my thaaaangs and go to Palace with my friends . LOL i hope i dont fall >.< i havent been there in like a month ! Oh and then after imma go eat dinner with le' parents ;p then Tomorrow im going to Lanis birthday partaay at the pool . I hope i dont get black .. Oh wait im already black . LOL nah , im not BLACK as in black black i just mean my skin color . Lol okokok

Ohemgeeeees, okay so like this National whatevers stuff is getting out of hand . So yesterday i heard that Monday is National Kiss Day . OH NAYE xD who daaa haaail would make a day like that !!!? Lol maake me giggly *___* 

OPPA GANGNAM STYLE xD bwuhah yesterday morning was fun . Errone was like Screaming like they own thee place x) oooh then like it rained after . And then people were being stooopid and going under the shade . Jk , but its FRIDAY . Who wants to end their Friday not in the rain xD hahaha okok bye . 

This Week && Welcome Social

Heey Bloggeers (x GUESS WHAT !? Im off of Probation ! Heeeey HOOOOOO Heeeeey HOOOO ^____^ lol okok. This Weeek i was doing my best to finish my AR test . I took about 8 test to reach exactly 50% ! And i got it ^__^ i was so hapy i ran to Errlynlynlynlyn that i nearly choked that squirrel ;p Waaaaale, i finished on time to work at Welcome Social ☺ Ohyeaah SCORE ;3 bwuaha . Oh uhm during Welcome Social i had to do the Movies with Heighleeeee, bleh on like the first 20 minoootes it was so sad .. No one came, so we had like a " Bonding Time " then Trixaay & Daaisy came in and ruined the fun ;3 if yoou know what i mean xD juust kidding . Okaaaye so like when my shift was over i had my freedom ^__^ ohh i went in the Photobooth first with my friend Cathleen & Mr. Barayuga (x he ruined the first picture -,- waah oh wells . I had alot of fun . Then we had the Dance Contest and stuff ... We shall fast forward ;3 After all the cleaning while everyone was getting picked upi had no ride along with Savannah . So Mr. ing gave us a ride . HAHA you wont believe how weird our convo was . When we got in i was practicing how to write in cursive in the air and Mr Ing thought i was a wizard and casting a spell, so he slapped my hand down;( pooop for me 😒 lol okokok the other convos were weird and stuff .. Oh then it started raining yeah that was cool .

CROSS COUNTRY
WoootWooot ! Guess what place i got in 19th -,- aagh . Out of the school i had 2nd Place dooe ~ so for Cross Country it was sooo tiring ! You wont even believe ! Mkaays so we had to run all the way around Nanakuli HighSchool. Ohmy GONZALA Ewa Makai was so daamn fast ! Almost all of them were in the front the whole time ! Ugh, i started walking behind the building ;( i knoow sad right ? But i started running again then before i entered the gates going back to the track field i had a MAJOR Cramp ! I was moaning xD LOL but it really really hurt me ! && then when i was on the track field i started sprinting, when i crossed the finished i was soo dozzy i almost collapsed. I feel so stupid cause then i was writing on the table while writing my name and stuff on the paper.. Oh then like when i crossed the finish line i didnt know i had to get a number from this lady so i passed her and this other girl got 18th place and i got 19 when i shouldve got 18 cause i passsed her but yeah so fuugly . Oh what a coincidence !? Me and Bretneey had the same place number xD LOL hees my brother if you guys didnt knoow ~

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place '

URL ; http://www.boardofwisdom.com/default.asp?topic=1005&listname=Inspirational

This is my quote , "

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place " 

This is my favorite quote that i always follow because this shows not to give up in life . Theres always life ahead of you and people tend to give up alot . Okay im the type of person who loves to see others smile even when im not. I always put my friends happiness before mines . Okay, so why do i follow this ? Because i like to try out alot of things and im very risky .. But at times i find myself giving up .. Mostly from school , i always give up when it comes to school and not only by work and all , its with friends . Most of my friends are competitive and i am too. But like i said.. I give up easily . When i see my friends winning or not giving up and i always see them trying i get put down . But knowing that ive tried for so long makes me try harder. Ill give an example . Singing  I LOVE to sing . But when i hear other people singing i tell myself im the worst singer ever ! Ive been singing ever since i was 3 . Ive tried to be the best singer i could be.. Then i find myself give up , im 12 now . I held on for 9 Whole Years . And i always tend to give up . Im like that .  But yeah this is my favorite quote.. LOL i dont think this made sense . 

PROBATION

Probation

So this week i got put on probation. This was a bad thing but i learned from it .. Well im still learning cause im still on probation ... Honestly, im not trying too hard in my subjects. But i will its just theres something thats stoppign me. Being on probation made me feel left out and made me feel like im not part of the leadership group anymore .. Everytime i try to help i always tell myself to stop cause when i help thats almost like working right ? This was hard for me because im a person who likes to help alot . Well yesterday, during Period 2 there was a meeting . Mr.Ing showed a video of his first group of Leadership students . The quote that has to always be followed is " What goes for 1 goes for all " You guys should know what it means . When one person does something wrong and you get the discipine.. Everyone gets it too . So think about teamwork . You have to work together . Notice how people are on Probation ? Thats not teamwork cause whatever group youre working in you cant help . And when theres mot much people working you cant get anything done . This is what im learning from . I trying really hard to raise my grades ... Im super disappointed in myself . And i know Mr.Ing && Errlyn are too , sorry for not making you guys proud . But im REALLY  trying . ok..

Last Week Of August

Goodbye August 

Hello September (; 

So this week was actually bad . Why ? Cause of AR && Progress Reports . Im actually disappointed in my self. I know my Group Leader is . On my Progress Reports i got 2 D's . I have a feeling alot of the others are stressing about their Progress Report . I know i am . Last night i was procrastinating (x i did my Math , i did my Avid and i did everything ! Yesterday i went to my classes and asked them for extra work -.- it was worth it. 

Okaay now my AR. It seems like im not taking this seriously . I am . I LOVE to read, but there something thats on my mind that makes me not focus or concentrate . But i promise there will be an improvment ..  But i have tried taking like 4 Test . I didnt pass . Ugh, i cant believe something so little made me stress that i cant even concentrate in school D; 

I hope this month will be better, i really wanna make my parents proud of me for once ..