
So as it comes to an ending of 1st Quarter, i think i can finally say that im proud of myself. This quarter i really improved by keeping up with school, especially with my grades. It a real big improvement compared to last year. But chyah.
I actually cant wait for this school year to end, im looking forward going into highschool. Except leaving Leadership, i dont know how i can keep my grades up without it. Leadership is really a good place to learn, it all depends if you want to learn. I guess comparing myself to last year, i didnt take the opportunity to learn in this class. I didnt realize what was given to me. This quarter i showed how much i cared about leadership. Out of all these days, i didnt show up for work, and it was awful. Ugh, its those things where you do good things, and people will remember it for a while, when you do something bad oooh gurl, everyone will remember it. Also ISA, i didnt show up for the first day because i didnt see my name on the board to work. But what i shouldve done was still go on the field and help out the rest. I really regret not going out there. Other than that, i showed up all the other 5 Days. Im still tryna get used to leadership again though. Im so afraid of taking chances in this class only because i dont want to make a mistake and just ruin it for me. Im just scared of getting back to what i was before.
Everyone in this class is different from the class last year, last year everyone was just so close. But this year, it seems everyone has their own groups. I mean, there are times we actually do hang out together. 7th Graders, i find most of them pretty shy. The 8th graders are fine(x aha, i mean one just dosent want to try anymore. I guess i know how she feels because ive been in that kind of position, but its not that hard. She just chose to give up purposely when Mr.Ing is giving out so many chances to let her fix it. Beach Clean Up? She didnt show up yet shes the one who needed to be there the most. It's sad that she dosent want to try anymore because giving up is a disappointing feeling. I guess Leadership just wasnt something she was suppose to be in, but shes in it anyway and she dosent want to learn in this class. Sucks for her, missing out everything she could learn to help her out. Instead, rejecting everything to stay as what she is now. Im glad that i chose to come back to fix things between me & Mr.Ing. Im also glad that Mr.Ing gave me this chance to be in this class again. This time, im taking things serious and actually trying to learn just so i could be successful growing up (: hopefully i dont drop in 2nd quarter, or the next semester.
Speaking of 2nd quarter, im proud Mr.Ing has grown
SOME trust on me, well as of what i think. Mr.Ing let me be in charge of November 8, which is ISA Softball, and Basketball im pretty sure. Im proud because i havent been in charge of something before, and its amazing that he trusts me with this kind of event. This is actually a big event. I just hope i could make sure i have good grades by then and not disappoint anyone before this event. I cant be sure that im going to have a chance to be in this event because theres a 75% chance i cant go to the retreat anymore. I recently had an F in english for no apparent reason. I had an F because of a notebook that wasnt checked yet. But idk, not going to the retreat will mess me up, because they would be planning out for the next quarters, and then theres the ones who couldnt get to go. If they talk about next quarter and November 8 then that sucks for me cause i cant plan with them on the day i get to be in charge of. Im pretty sure im not gonna be able to be in charge of that anymore because of what my grades might come out to be when the quarter starts.
I love the relationships ive built with the people in the class. Me & Laila got to catch up on alot of things because of the distance between us when i was in waipahu, but now i get to see her everyday again. Mackenzie, well things havent really changed. We still have talks like before. Alesia, eh were sort of close. I would say we were closer in elementary than now. Petriese, my daughter(x whale, ive been close with Petriese since elementary anyway, but being in the same period let us get comfortable with eachother. Roxaaay, having Roxi as my group leader is good because i know i could count on her since shes probably the most responsible group leader out of all the others. Korey, i knew Korey since elementary too(x but we've gotten really close this year, hanging out afterschool is probably what brings us close. But during the summer was probably the start of when we hung out alot more often. Daisy, shes the same with macky also(x we still act like how everything was before, having normal conversations and stuff. Aleesha, whale we grew up alot because back in elementary we had gotten into fights all the time. But now, we could have conversations that dont lead into anything, some convos are funny too. Sheila, its actually hard for me to get close with Sheila(x idk, but having her in the same period will get us closer. Kevin, i was always close with Kevin(x aha, Kevin is just Kevin and him not changing is good because i like Kevin the way he is now, the only difference is seen with Kevin was how confident he has gotten. Next, is Jahlyssa. Me & Jah got close over the summer, but im sure we talked in elementary before also. Next is April, me & April arent that close yet but shes really smart and sitting by Jah & April this upcoming quarter im sure we are gonna start getting closer. Cheana, shes just so jumpy and happy all the time(x thats what i love about Cheana. Then theres Jez, Jez is a chill 7th grader, and we got close from summer alsoooo. Jayde, i barely talk to Jayde but she seems really nice and getting to know her would be nice ~ And then Haley, i guess you could say we got close(x probably from cross country. Maliah, shes also from elementary(x but we arent that close either. And Asia,
Me & Asia arent that close compared to last year. But for everyone im not close with from this quarter i hope i could build up a relationship with them.
So i guess this was how my 1st Quarter like. I hope everyone else enjoyed their first quarter(x