What Was I Thinking?

So, this week was crazy. I got into the loads of trouble but lets not talk about that. So uh, i don't know about this week. It wasn't my week i guess, i have been having bad weeks lately, especially with my family and ugh. Speaking of family, my mom is dragging me to shop with her -.- we been shopping so much too! like um. We spent almost $3,000 already for Christmas, that's a lot. Under our tree, we have the loads of presents! But none are for me! But i dont really care, i dont want any presents either. I dont really deserve any, i dont deserve alot of things, plus i been fighting with my family for a while now, i dont even wanna talk to them LOL. But like yeah, i just want Money for Christmas(x idk maaayunnn. Whats up with meeee. Im so sure next week will be bad for me too! Gaaah, idk dude. I raised my grades too! I basically finished my AR, i just need 1.5 more points too, and my math is now a B!(; After i ace my test for social studies i hope it becomes atleast a B. Then im gonna do extra credit for Mrs.Seigaku and then ill be good after that! Wooop Wooop! Today i went to Pearls to buy things for my friends then after i went to watch Tyler Perry's A Madea's Christmas(x hahahahaha,  Madea is sooo funny! Forreal, but the movie was sad too mehhh. Whatevers. And yesterday Bowling was fun, but we got in trouble for putting the gutter blocker thingy, the bumper or something up bc it was a competition and all, so our first scores couldnt be turned in, we werent the only schools doing it tho, and then i guess we all ended up getting tired because our arms hurt loool. Thank jesus we didnt have to go back to our Period 1! woooh.

yay christmas

Highlight, my highlight of the week was getting into the problem. This is gonna be a huge lesson for me because i really didnt expect myself to be getting into any trouble, i mean i been through a lot of trouble last year, thats why im so afraid this year to make any problems but i did. Lowlight, this week. This whole week was my lowlight. I guess just people irritate me, basically my family HAHHA. idk whats wrong with me and them. But i been disrespectful to them, and they disrespect me. We just figth once i get home, and its practically a routine for me now, so whatever. idc anymore.

So for my lesson learned was making this problem i created, i didnt intentionally do it, i just didnt think of what would happen after. I seriously cant function everytime i think about the problem, i regret it so much but now i know to always think before doing something, i know im suppose to always do that. But im Khrizz. & i always do whatevers without thinking! Thats one thing i hate about me, i just do what i think of doing. Idk if this even made sense. I seriously didnt expect me to make a problem, i mean i knew i would make one, but not at this time. I didnt think i would causing something so bad during the time where theres already enough problems in the class to deal with. But i did cause something and it sucks! I hate being a problem. But im working my butt off to fix this.
sorry, this shouldve been a happy blog.

Week 17

Aloha, hehe. So, i just got back from seeing someone c; loool. Meh, im happy(x ahahaha. Anyway, i had Recess Music this week and i just kept going back and forth, doing Music then going back to do my math homework. So it was all like asdfghjkl; & yeah. I had a pretty good week, i seemed positive this week, well i think i was. Plus, i felt pretty happy. Except for Mr.Bertrand. Ew. So yesterday Me, Mackenzie & Korey went to the Dance Competition to support our school, sadly we didnt win. But im pretty sure the team had fun! The team worked hard, it dosent really matter that they werent in the top 3 but i enjoyed watching them dance & practice every other day and all haha, im gonna miss seeing them practice tho. Its sad bc their song is stuck in my head!(x lmao. Yes, i watch them that much. I had a lot of fun at the competition, it was at Waipahu Inter so i got to see my old friends and all! I even got pictures with them ;p Whaale, im almost done with math, i turned in about 6 assignments and out of those 6, Mr.Bertrand only corrected 1. Thanks a fudging lot! -.- I could be getting an A! Ugh, rude. Whatever f u math. I really want my grades to go up tho because i seriously need an Honor Roll again, i was so happy getting one. I need to get another but sadly im slacking in my classes so i totally wont get honor roll.

My highlight for this week was getting to see most of my waipahu friends again! i really missed all of them, and i got the loads of pictures with them but just not on my phone, i only got 3 photos taken with my phone but its okay. All of them were saying hi & hugging me and i felt so loved(x Another highlight was being able to catch up a little in math, i got about 5-6 lessons done! Woop woop! So now this means im off of Probation (: Ugh im a happy child. A lowlight for me was setting up the Decorations during class. I mean, everything was easy but it was just so hard for the other group to function, i mean how hard is it to staple? How hard is it to put the string in the middle of the stapler!? Seriously. Put ya self together -.-

Lesson Learned, stop depending on Mr.Ing. Youre in Leadership for a reason, you should be learning to be a leader not a follower. Idk if you guys noticed but there was more than half the class coming down to sign waving, way past after 7 & without yellow shirts. Its pretty obvious you shouldve know too. & Mr.Ing reminded us by putting it in our planner. Last year, i didnt take leadership wisely & now that im back here, im trying to be as good as i can. Im actually here to learn things and im trying to put myself back together. ya feel me? SO STOP DEPENDING ON HIM BC YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF TO BLAME (:

Not my week!

Its saturday, and im still in bed lol. im suppose to be going to Ala Moana with Korey & Mackenzie. This week was short and i was expecting it to be da bomb diggity but it wasnt! Monday's periods were 3, 5 & 1. I started off  with  Social Studies and ended with Math, both my two most hated subjects. Dont even get me to math! -.- i srsly cant function with math, my grades are dropping and its killing me! I cant even stand seeing my grades this way, i mean last year i had worst, but this time i care. I only have 1 A the rest are C's & B's ugh. Ok enough with math. Thanksgiving! How was your guys thanksgiving? c; i had a good time, plus i ate the loads of food. My mom made Seafood Alfredo too! It was da bomb. LOL i keep saying that now. Basically, the whole day i made covers with my cousin & chyah ahhahha. Then Black Friday! For Black Friday, i went everywhere ugh. So first, i to went to Office Max to get a new fax machine and we even went to K-Mart to look for Ornaments for our Christmas Tree. Then we went to NEX to buy a few christmas presents, then we went to Waikele & Pearl Ridge to buy things for ourselves LOL. Then we went to Ala Moana to window shop and look at the sale. Then we went back to Waikele, then went back to Pearl Ridge to shop around sears then the last stop Best Buy! After the long avv day, we went to Cajun King to eat! & since we chose Cajun Style & Garlic Butter as the sauce, ofcourse i would be obsessing with it, so i kept eating the sauce and the sauce is salty & oily and i would get like a high cholesterol, which is bad. & when we got in the car i was so dizzy! But guess what, we went to Walmart after so i was walking around dizzy af! I felt like fainting, when i got home i told my mom and she told me to cool myself down with some tea. I drank tea, and called Korey on oovoo, and we had a oovoo sleep over like usual. La da deee da dee.

My highlight this week was getting out the house yesterday bc went i woke up in the morning i srsly thought i was just gonna stay home, but i begged my mom if we could shop. Im actually a type of person who likes to shop, but i dont really wanna buy anything. Like i would see something so cute, but i dont buy it. I think its bc im so used to hearing my mom say no to things, so when i find something i wanna buy i have an instinct to put it down before my mom says no to it lol. Another highlight i had was the talk i had with Mr.Ing tyesterday about how a smile is better than a sad face bc i he noticed i come into A101 with a sad look on my face, so we talked about my picture i posted of me smiling and its better. I hate downing tho, i hate that i over think things, thats probably what makes me sad. My lowlight was school this week, i usually enjoy school but this week was pretty different. I mean not mt attitude about my math, but my reaction to everything this week just sucked! I hated it. Math is really bothering me tho.

Lesson Learned, dont ask Mr fricking Bertrand any questions bc he will totally give you a negative answer. On wednesday, i told Mr.Bertrand that i couldnt understand our assignment so he called me a disgrace it was so sad LOL. but whatevs, i proved him wrong after, but during advisory i told Mr.Ing about it, and i was so close to crying but i sucked it up bc i dont like crying infront of people.

Week 15 ✿

idk whats wrong with my blogWelcome Awesome Bloggers! ✿ this week went by sooo slow and so bad. First off, on Monday. I came late to school for the first time. I have never been to school after 7:25AM. HAHAH LOL. I woke up late that morning because on Sunday i went to a pool party. Eyaaay! When i got to school it was like 7:56. & that was the first time i was actually late for school ;((((( Monday, was also when i started getting sick. I'm not use to being sick tho, i usually never get sick because its hard for my body to be sick, idk why. looool. During Soccer Shootout that day i was sweating the loads even tho my hair was up and it wasnt even that hot. Geeeze, i was out of control. It was such a shame. Then Tuesday, was pretty intense. It was pretty sad seeing 3 of the kids from Period 2 getting punished like losing priveleges & getting put onto a separate table in the corner of the room. But I'm also glad that one of them received their vest back just yesterday, I'm pretty sure she felt good about it. I hope to see all three of them get back on their feet and re join the class as Leadership Students, not just someone who exists. Then Wednesday... i don't even wanna talk about this day. So we had Student Recognition, and be surprised this was my first time having Honor Rolls so of course i invite my family, they were so happy too. When everything started and Mrs.Shinjo was calling up names of students getting recognized for a GPA of 3.5 i was sooo ready to stand but, she moved on to 3.6 and i was just like wait w00t. and i didn't get an award that night. I got home and cried the major loads. lalala. ok. then the next day i got my award yay. K, so im with Korey & Laila rn and they are just laying down. Korey is next to me doing her blog lol. Laila is idk she son her phone.

My Highlight of this week is today. We had campus beautification and Jahlyssa, Me & Cheana got to paint the breeze way and yeah. It wasn't that hard tho, i had a lot of fun today, i made a great bond with Cheana tho. We made a " baby " out of tape LOL. her name is Kreana. because Khrizz + Cheana is Kreana. yayaya. Another highlight, was hanging out with Laila & Korey today, and we still are. We went to Snow Factory & Starbucks then we went to the swings. My low light is definitely Wednesday, my feelings were super crushed, at that time i felt like a major failure chyah ok.

Lesson Learned, when you get yourself into a problem fix it right away. Don't wait for anyone to get you out of the problem, the more you're making the problem bigger by not doing anything about. You cant expect Mr.Ing to give you a chance & then SHABAM. You're out of the problem. To those who are in a problem, if i were you i would fix yourself. Get yourself together because you guys are all gonna be left out and things are not getting any better yeno.

Week 14 ❥

Im back, awesome bloggers. Oh yes, you guys are my awesome bloggers. Anyway, this week was soo fine. Monday was Veterans Day so yay. I actually really liked this week. For Period 1, in math im getting off track, and im not the only one. Almost everyone in my class hasnt turned in a Lessons 4-7. Mr.Bertrand is getting algebra work from Mr.Shim & obviously we arent in algebra. Gosh. Literally, only like 2 people turned them in. Everyone else is off track. I honestly think Mr.Bertrand isnt exlplaing the work good enough. I was doing sooo good! But i had a talk with Daisy about this. In first quarter math was so easy for me, but i knew i would drop sooner or later .... like now. Period 2, Leadership. We made evaacuation posters that turned into a fail haahaha, speaking of evacuation. I did bad because i ended up talking and saying hi to everyone during the evacuation when it should be something taken serious unlike what i did. Typical stupid Khrizz (: ahahaahhaa. ok off track again(x we also cleaned up for ISA & stuffy. This week we were afterschool sales & let me tell you what a fail we were. We failed real bad. First off, we made a mistake on cash boxes. But it wasnt our fault really. The other period help us set up, but i guess its my fault for not checking. Plus, ive been the only one showing up early to set up, everyone else shows up like 30 seconds before the bell. Oh well, life goes on ahhahahahah. Period 3, Social Studies, holy shazam dude. Were literally taking a test every single class now. These test are all worth 100 points! Geeze, whats wrong with my teachers man. We did a test about the 7 Principles, then we did a Vocabulary test, which i got a 56 on. 56 ... out of 100. This brought my A to a C. Im totes not accepting this, but im srsly gonna raise it up before report cards, im really tryng to make sure not a single C will be on my report card this quarter or else imma cut a someone, jk. dun dun dun. OK, IM SO HYPED RN BC KOREY AND LAILA CAME OVER AND WE HAD LOADS OF FUN OK. Period 4, Ew. Ew. Ew. Oh did i say Ew? So, like usual we worked in out work books. I think our work books really help, their easy and everything, rather than having worksheets. Im also not enjoying showing up to advisory every tues & thurs in her class. hah. We are also reading a book called " The Giver " this book is real bad LOL. Its so different from ours and awkward. Anywho, i h8 period 4 not only cause Mrs.Rapp is there but cause thats like the class i get bullied the most. everyone in there is just like " ew its khrizz " like shut up im in the back im not even doing anything to you ughhhhhhhhh. i h8 period 4. i h8 you. Period 5, Media. In media, me and Korey are still working on our Keynote. We have to make a project on any kind of topic we like, the reason why we cant finish is because we keep changing it lol. But were gonna try to stick with " Hypes " as our topic. Period 6, Science. Well first off, were learning about Mechanial Waves & Electromagnetic Waves. I officaly h8 science now since everything is like omg. Not only science i mean but because in like all classes we only been taking tests. Its so frustrating.

My highight for this week is obviously today. Today, i invited Korey & Laila over to my house since there was nothing to do today. The main reason was to film a video for our youtube channel. Sucks because we failed. We did a smoothie challenge ... and it tasted like puke! The video is on IG if you wanna see our reaction. LOL. We also took tons of photos & about 4 music videos! I had loads of fun today.

Lesson Learned, start taking things serious. This is my lesson learned for the week because during the evacuation  i wasnt serious about it, i just talked, hugged, hi fived people. & its dumb of me because if something really did happen, for sure i wouldnt be smiling. I shouldve took the evacuation serious because now obviously i just made a bad impresson of leadership sorry guys. Im messed up ok dont judge me hahahah jk, im not messed up. It was a mistake now get over it .. the bridge .. get over the bridge. HAHHAHHAH ok toodles. btw, thanks to laila for saying  " i still gotta do my blog " so now im doing it.

In Charge? Say Whaaat?

Hello my awesome bloggers, im so late. I just got home from Mililani Hight School for my cousins Band Performance thingy majiggy. It was raining the loads! & I was wearing high wasted shorts -.-I fail. So like, this week went by really slow! This week we had ISA & I was so excited for ISA because i was in charge of something for once. I think that ISA worked out pretty good, everyone helped, and things went by quickly. Also this week our group had TV. On Monday during TV, Mrs.Anbe fell(tripped) on the camera which made us all laugh, but then we realized we were put on live already, we couldnt get through the whole thing because we kept on laughing, but at one point i started getting serious because i was getting irritated. I ended up laughing again though since everyone was laughing also. Period 1: Math, in math we learned about surface areas, and we basically learn the same thing algebra learns except its like one step lower than algebra. We get more of the easy work. Period 2: Leadership, we mostly did ISA things. Period 3: Social Studies, dude. We have a big test coming up and im scared. Its worth 100 points. This upcoming week and next is all tests. Each is 100 .___. Hawwh, im totes gonna fail. Period 4: English, ew dont even get there with me. I love english, i mean the subject. But if youre getting to the teacher, then shut up bc i will fart on you. Period 5: Media, were still working on our power point. Period 6: Science, we took a test that im proud of because i got a 22/26. I know, its a B but i think its pretty good.

One of my highlights this week was ISA. This was my highlight because of getting to be in charge of an event. I really liked how ISA went, also because i had the chance to work. Last year, i couldnt work because of dumb decisions i made. Earlier this week i had an F. But being in charge of ISA, it would be dumb that im not working. So, i stayed till 4 so i cant wait for Mr.Ing to finish his meeting, lol. & I took an AR test. The AR test i took, really brought up my grade atleast up to a C. I mean, its not good but its better than having a D or F and not getting to work ISA.

Lesson Learned, dont laugh on tv or at someone if they fall. Dont laugh on TV because if youre broadcasting something and trying to get announcements out to people, some might not be able to understand what announcement is being said, so try to stay serious. Dont laugh at someone if they fall because you never know if that person migth have been hurt or anything.

Week 12 ✿

duuuude this week went by soo slow! Okaaay anyway, i so out of it rn lol. Anyway, i have actually been doing really good in my classes except for social studies bc idc about history hahaha. In math, its surprising im doing good. In Leadership, im good, its just that i need to finish my AR goal, which im very lazy too do. Like everytime i open up the book, i just dont want to. like ugh. Period 3, social studies. thats just mehhh, like ew. i got a 32 on my 5 paragraph essay which sucks. Period 4, im doing fine lol. English yay. i love english, but i hate mrs rapp 4 ever. hahahahahahahha. Period 5, media. We started doing a Keynote project thingy, which i think is gonna be exciting. For once, its something to do with media, or i think it does. Period 6, duude im so on it, like i answer all the questions in science LOL. im kool. hush child. So like, Halloween was a totes fail for me. So i tried to be Mickey, but fail ahahaha as you could see, then thanks to roxi, i named myself as a strawberry. still fail though. And then like Ukulele, is so frustrating having Jolynn in it! gosh. she erks my soul. And like this week me & korey had a sleepover which was really fun.

My highlight of this week was Me & Korey's sleepover because we had so much fun, the night was endless of making music videos & videos LOL. well we ended up knocking out after anyway. When we woke up we ate at Loco Moco's for breakfast, then had time to get ready. We were hunting down itrampoline, it tooks us about 20 minutes to find that place geeeze. My lowlight would probably be Jolynn LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Jolynn, shes a slow reader which makes it hard for all of us. yeno what i meaaan? like she cant even hear the metronome shes just totes messed up. jk, its ok.

Lesson learned, help out your partners. So this week our group had a few problems, and things like that cant always be just them, as in its partly our fault sometimes for not reminding eachother to do this or that, i mean yes its that persons fault also but as a group we shouldve done something about it a long time ago, when theres problems going fix it right away, it could just turn into a bigger problem sooner or later.